Okay since I seen smb vote on all da chapters of dis book... Ima do a chapter for today.
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𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐈 HOSPITAL 𝟐:𝟑𝟖 𝐏𝐌
I sat there watching my lifeless daughter as I cried. We had to come back so they could take her out of me.
She would've been so pretty. She was gonna be my little doll, my sweet girl, She was gonna be my Iyanna, most importantly she was gonna be mines and Dd's.
I never thought that this would happen to me. It hurt, it hurt a lot because I thought I would be a mother.
But my chance was beaten out of me by my own mom. I seen this happen to people. But I would never imagine it would've happened to me.
I hate the fact that I was so happy only to be let down. I blame myself, I blame myself for telling my mom.
If I never told her, Iyanna would still be here. My sweet little Yaya. Fly high mama's sweet girl.
"Mani"
"Imani"
"Mama's"
I heard Dd say. "Yes David" I say. "You okay?" He spoke softly. "No David. I'm not okay. I just fucking lost my baby and there's no bringing her back." I snapped. I was honestly just mad at myself.
"Ma. She was my kid too. You think I'm not just as sad? I am. But that doesn't mean I'm gonna take it out on you." He spoke.
"I'm sorry. I- I just feel like I really fucked up. I shouldn't have to my mom." I said.
"Bae and it's not your fault tho ma heart" he said grabbing me and pulling me in a hug. I then hugged him back.
"Cmon mamas. We finna go out." He said before looking down at our dead child and pecking her head. "Fly high mylove" he said.
I then pecked her head after him. "I love you Iyanna" I said. I knew she couldn't hear me. But I meant it. I then walked out the room.
"Where is we going David" I asked. "Don't worry bout it Mani" he said laughing causing me to giggle. We then pulled up in the skating rink parking lot.
I loved skating. Perfect thing to cheer me up. But what if Iyanna could've been here with us? I shook the thought off. But one thing I would never forget was my Yaya. She deserved to be here.
We got out the car and walked into the skating place. Dd then payed for our skates. We made our way over to the rink after putting on our skates.
As soon as we got on the rink hold hands Dd fell pulling me down with him. "You slowwwww" I said as I got back up and skated off on him.
"Wait baee come backkkk" he said making me laugh. "No you gon make me fall again" I said laughing. "I'm not I promise" He said. I then sighed and turned around.
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Awww little cutie patootie
okay yall this was a short chapter but I had to go and this was a lil too sad for me.
