Within My Mind

story of the day.

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⚠️ !!!WARNING!!!⚠️
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CONTAINS MENTIONS OF SA AND
OTHER TRIGGERING TOPICS.
READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!!!

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⚠️ !!!WARNING!!!⚠️
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P.S. I did not make this,
all credit goes to Bmike on Spotify.

BASED ON A TRUE STORY...

She's only 17,
her whole life's ahead of her;
She hates school because
the people they discredit her.

Her boyfriend tries to show her
that's not how it seems;
But everyday she just gets lowered
with her self esteem.

He lets her know that every night
will have a brighter day;
She even tried to overdose and
take her life away.

She's feeling hopeless there
just sitting down beside her bed;
And then he takes his hand
and places it beside her head.

He tries to hold her,
but with every touch she still resists;
And then he sees the scars
that bury deep within her wrists.

She's feeling numb, he tries to beg
and plead and ask her why;
She says this way she has
control of pain she feels inside.

He's asking her, "How long it's going
since you've felt this way?
Because you've got me here
just feeling so damn helpless."

She says, "It's been a while,
I guess I needed better luck"
And then he screams at her
and tells her, "Baby, never cut!"

Nobody seems to get you,
you feel you're on your own.
But listen, pretty lady,
you don't have to be alone.

So baby,
don't cut,
baby, don't cut.

You can do anything,
just promise, baby, yeah.
I know your heart is hurting,
you think the road has end.

You may just feel that blade
you're holding is your only friend.

But baby,
don't cut,
baby, don't cut
You can do anything,
just promise, baby,
you won't cut...

The next day at school
she's feeling better than the day before;
Even cracked a couple smiles
as she walked the corridor.

But all that seemed to end,
she dropped her books as she went into class;
And every student in the room
just seemed to point and laugh.

She couldn't take it anymore,
she sent her boy a text;
She said, "I love you with my body,
heart and soul to death"

He thought nothing, typed "I love you",
then he sent it;
By death he didn't know that she had
literally just meant it.

'Cause see, she ducked the next class,
ran home into her bathroom;
Thought to herself
she wouldn't break her promise that soon.

One cut, two cuts,
three cuts, it's four;
The blood just started dripping from the
tub to the floor.

Her boyfriend had a feeling
in his stomach that he hated;
He followed it and ran down
to her house, he never waited.

The front door was open,
he heard the water running;
He stormed into the bathroom,
and his heart just started gunning.

He puts her arm around his shoulder,
he's trying to lean her back up;
Yelling out her name as he
lays her beside the bathtub.

He feels his whole world
just took a hit from a big avalanche;
Screaming out so heavily,
"Somebody call an ambulance!"

Feeling mad angry,
like somebody's led her on to this;
Her eyeballs are rolling,
drifting out of consciousness.

Thinking to himself,
"Why the hell didn't she stop at will?"
The tears just keep on rolling
as they head to the hospital.

Paramedics rush her in,
doctor calls emergency;
She's lost a lot of blood,
the place looks like a murder scene.

An hour later,
the doc walks over with a sour face;
And says, "Excuse me,
for the words that I'm about to say."

"I'm sorry for your loss"
the boy just starts collapsing;
His own world, his own girl
just took a crash in.

Saying to himself that
it's his fault and that he let it up;
Baby, I thought you made a promise
you would never cut.

Nobody seems to get you,
you feel you're on your own
But listen, pretty lady,
you don't have to be alone

So baby,
don't cut,
baby, don't cut
You can do anything,
just promise...

I know your heart is hurting,
you think the road has end.
You may just feel that blade
you're holding is your only friend.

But baby,
don't cut,
baby, don't cut
You can do anything,
just promise, baby,
you won't cut...