Europe Change It Book 3 - 'That's why I changed' Lauren Cimorelli Fanfiction

Part 5

I looked at the picture
He was pretty but it was different
I doesn't felt like it's supposed to feel
'Thanks' I said and went back to my room
No that's impossible
I can't like.. a girl
Not more than friendship..
My phone rang and I saw new messages from Cloe
I directly began to smile
-gosh my dad wants to build a henhouse in our backyard-
-wot m8? why?-
-coz he's crazy? idk♡-
Wow this one heart emoji totally knocked me out
I throw myself on my bed
Goodness I'm going crazy
Do I love her?
Am I lesbian? 
I can't handle this all
I wanted to scream
I wanted to cry
I wanted to hug her
I wanted her next to me
I wanted her...