Learn to love again

Chapter 5 part 2 I Know You

Chapter 5 I know you.. part two

      Justin's pov

      After lying in bed for what felt like hours, I knew there was now chance of me ever getting back to sleep. I just couldn't get her, out of my mind way her eyes said a million words the way her black hair had wiped across my face and that scared look on her face like she thought someone was out to get her. I couldn't shake the feeling that I knew her from some were, but were? I rolled overlooking at the clock 4:30am "Urge!" I moaned as I rolled out of my warm covers and into the shower. After showering, I felt somewhat awake, but according to my clock it was still only 5:00am, so in other words no one else was up. I silently tip toed down the stairs begin careful not to wake mom. When I arrived at the bottom I let out a sigh of relief, I was home free, I scribbled down a quick note saying I'd gone for a walk and be back later, but I had my phone. Then, I ran out the door grabbing a hoodie and sunglasses, there was no way I was taking a chance of being recognised at five in the morning the last thing I needed was a bunch of screaming girls, chasing me around all day.

      The screen door slammed behind me as I walked from our small beach house, mom said because it was small it would attract less attention, I personally like the smallness better than our large home in LA. When I got down to the beached I realised how silly I was no one was at the beach at this hour, so I had no reason to hide. I quickly ditched my hoodie and sunglasses and began to walk or run up the beach I was admiring the sun that had just started to rise when I felt my body collide with the body of someone a whole lot smaller. Of course being the bigger one I was able to keep my ground, but the girl being so much smaller had fallen to the ground. I Bent down to help her up when I recognized her as a jogger and not only that, but I recognized her scare. The one on her left shoulder, the shape of a moon and a sun. Suddenly my apologies that I had been mumbling stopped and memories of grade eight and nine rushed through my mind "Jay, it's you." I was shocked I hadn't heard from her in years since she stopped answering my calls in grade nine. I watched her eyes snap open and she looked at me, first happy then fear. Before I could say anything more, or ask what had happened to her she took off running.

 I followed for about half a mile, then I gave up out of breath, but I kept calling her name I had to find her I couldn't let her go again. I wonder if she'd forgotten about me, when a smile tugged at the corners of my mouth and something in my mind said I don't think so did you look at the hat? Yes I thought the same one I'd given her the day I left my prize possession, I wonder if she'd ever found what I'd written in it and I wonder if it's still true? I felt something tugging at my heart as if saying

“if it wasn't, then why haven't you ever dated or kissed another girl?

Well I decided I'd figure it out eventually. I thought as I continued my walk looking for Jay.