Chapter 6 Learn to love
This is MY summer NOT my MOTHERS
////////JAY'S P.O.V//////////////////////////////
I woke up with a splitting headache. The light shinning in from the windows seemed to dance about the room, sending waves of sheer pain throughout my neck and brain. I aimlessly flung my arm to the bedside table hoping to hit the bottle of Advil i knew was there, I felt my cold fingers grasp the shiny bottle, in one swift movement i popped two white pills into my mouth and swallowed. (Authors note: I cant remember what colour Advil really is so lets pretend it's white) I waited for it to take affect and questions began to fill my cluttered mind. Where am i? What happened? How did i get here? I sat up tyring to focus on were i was, but the dizziness over took me. I griped the bedside table for support and wait for my eyes to slowing focus in on my seroundings. I was in my-err kind of my room for the summer at my grandparents house. I took a slow glance down hoping dizziness wouldn't overtake me again. I was still in my running gear, mince the runners which were neatly sitting at the foot of my bed. I was now beginning to feel the advil taking affect and pictures from last night began to fill my mind. They sent small and less intens shock waves through my body. Justin, running, him i talked to him and he brought my home. The last thing i remember was the warmth of his skin against my frozen body.
As i began walking to the shower knowing it would help clear and lift my headache. I realized two more things in the short distance it took to walk to my bathroom form my bed. One the dream had never come, in fact i'd slept better then ever last night, it was so, so peaceful, yeah that's the word peacefull and i kind of like it for a changed in fact i wouldn't mind if it was always like this when i slept. Also i realized that my check felt like it was one fire, but it was a different feeling then when my mom would would slap me this left a warm and fuzzy feeling in my belly.
The cool water felt relaxing against my warm skin. A smile tugged at the ends of my mouth as i thought pf Justin and last night, then i felt myself do something i hadn't done in forever sing.
///Start song///
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you
My favorite, my favorite
My favorite, my favorite girl
My favorite girl
Baby it's you
My favorite, my favorite
My favorite, my favorite girl
My favorite girl
You take my breath away
With everything you say
I just wanna be with you
My baby, my baby, oh
My miss don't play no games
Treat you no other way
Than you deserve
'Cause you're the girl of my dreams
My prize possession, one and only
Adore you girl, I want you
The one I can't live without
That's you, that's you
You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you
My prize possession, one and only
Adore you girl, I want you
The one I can't live without
That's you, that's you
You're my special little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known
It's you, it's you
You're my favorite girl(My favorite, my favorite)
Favorite girl, favorite girl, favorite girl(My favorite, my favorite girl, my
favorite girl)
Favorite girl, favorite girl, favorite girl
(My favorite, my favorite, my favorite)<BR>(My favorite girl, my favorite
girl)
Favorite girl.
///End song///
For some reason this song just felt so right, i was as if it'd been written for me. I felt the my check bones form a smile until i was smiling myself giddy in the shower, the i looked down. Reveling all the scares and bruises that covered my belly, it was my mothers favorite place to hit me. Smile was gone and so was my joy. I felt the wall around my heart begging to come back up after Justin had tried so hard to get them down last night. But i pushed in down, No i thought. This is my summer and Not my MOTHERS, nothing she can say or do will ruin it for me. This summer is all about me getting better and running for track and mabey there's even a little room for Justin. But there was no way in hell i would let it be about my mother. I turned the water off witvh i had now realized had began to run cold.
I toweled myself off and threw on a old pair of sweats and my CHAMPIONS hoodie. I was to lazy today to applied cover up to like half my body so i could wear shorts. I looked in the mirror and apllied a little bit of makeup, then i grabbed my NYY hat from were in sat on my bed and placed it gentily over my head. I began to feel myself begin pulled down the stairs by the smell over waffles.MMMMEEEE my favorite!!!!!!
As i began to fallow my nose down the winding stairs which lead into the kitcken, my stomach began to growl. I hadn't eated since yesterday, Boy was i hungry! My grandmother turned around from were she was bent over the stove
"Oh you're up my little BlueJay, not that i'm surprise you slept so late you didn't get in till 2 this morning. You must be staved her, come on eat, then you can tell me all about your day." She said with the most honest and loving smile i've ever seen in my life as she place a plateful of pancakes in front of my i quickly nodded before engulfing the pancakes i had just stuffed a mouth full inti my already full mouth when i heard the old rickety sound of the door bell. Be for i coulddo anything my grandmother motioned for them to come on in. I heard the click of the screen door shutting and the sound of their feet clicking against the hard wood, I spun around on my chair to see Justin standing befor me. In a pair of plaid shorts and a board t-shirt on, he hair glistened with sweat like he'd been running. I forced myself to swallow awkwardly then my jaw dropped, DAM, that boy looked Hot!
Hope you guys like it! <3 i know it wasn't my best but i think there getting better. I'll try to post as soon as i can but i've got exams starting Friday so I'm studding FUN (NOT) but after that ill be able to post all the time. COMMENT VOTE FAN you know you want too LOL well i love all my fans and anyone you comments first gets the next chapter dedicated to them and comments fast and tell your friends about me you know you want to lol.
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FanfictionJay is trying to run away from all problems. She's scared, and deals like she's all alone. She pushes poeple away because everyone she eer trusted abandoned her. But this summer Jay meets Justin an old and forgotten friend who brigs back painful mer...
