Learn to love again

Chapter 9 Who did that?

Chapter 9 Who did this?

Jay’s p.o.v.

      As I climbed the stairs to my bedroom, I could hear Justin rummaging about in the kitchen, no dought for some of the waffles I had mentioned. When I reached my bedroom I raced over to my duffle bag which had moved from the floor to the counter. I began to tear throughout the bag like a madman, until I found what I was looking for. “There,” I exclaimed happily to myself as I pulled out my purple and white striped bikini. Quickly pulling off my cloths I put on the bathing suit, tying the strings for the back as I walk to the adjoining bathroom.

      As I walked into the bathroom I felt wave of nausea overcome me at the sight I saw, I gripped the counter for support and closed my eyes. Breath in and out, I told myself. When I gained the courage to look at myself I was appalled at the sight before me, I was cover in black and blue marks all over my mid-section and the occasional on my arms and legs.  Quickly before any nausea would overcome me, I cover all the visible marks in my special cover up so it could match the rest of my skin tone. The only scar of mark I left alone was the one on my shoulder the half sun half-moon, because that one had a story I could tell without getting anyone thrown in jail for. When I was satisfied with my work I grabbed my towel and flip flops from my bed and began to run down the stairs.

      When I reached the bottom I was greeted by Justin with his back turned to me by the way he was hunched over I knew he was eating, the other give away was I could hear him telling my grandma how amazing these were and how she needed to tell his mom the recipe. My grandma having noticed my presence smile,

      “We’ll have fun kids, and Jay, check in for lunch.” Justin spun around on his chair once, and then realizing how much fun it was did it again before stopping in front of me. I watched his Adams apple bulge up and down, signalling he was swallowing. His mouth dropped a little.

      “You look….. Beautiful,” He gushed causing me to blush a little. But after quickly regaining my composure I said with a smirk

      “Yah know, Justin you should really take a picture, It will last a whole lot longer.” I said with a laugh, he blushed a little but then did something I didn’t expect.

      “You are right, just hold on a second let me get my phone…”

      “No, I mean Justin I was just kidding.” I quickly replied. Causing him to laugh

      “I know I just wanted to see what you’d do.” He said with a childish smirk. Then he placed his hand out, signalling for me to take it, which I did. I felt, so, so right to have are hands entwined like that.

      When we reached the beach, Justin had chosen a spot a little ways away from the few people that were on the beach, probably because of the whole famous thing. I laid out my towel and set to work at getting a much needed tan. I heard the sound or splashing, I assumed Justin had gotten in the water, when it all went silent, Then I felt the light pitter patter of rain drops hitting by back I looked up to see Justin wildly shaking his head above me. He had a mysteries’ grin written all over his face. Before I could ask what he wanted, he picked me up and flung me over his shoulder. I knew we were approaching the water and I began to wildly hit on his back.

      “Justin let go of my right now!!!! Put me down!!! Don’t you dare throw me into that water!!!?” But it was too late; Justin ignored my screams and laughed. I felt the water engulf me, like a blanket puling me deeper. I came up gasping for air, and I had tears falling down my already wet face. “You, you asshole, don’t you every listen?” I half whispered half shouted through the tears as I began to run towards the beach. I heard the sound of his feet behind me, they just caused me to run harder, I reached the beach and I grabbed my towel wrapping it tightly around me. When I felt some one hold me back, Justin, I knew before even looking, it’s always Justin. I felt his strong arms spin me around, so we were only inches away.

      “Who did this to you? Jay.” He said in a firm yet comforting voice, I looked down at my feet and began to cry. I felt his hands on my chine as he brought my head back up so we were once again facing, his breath was warm against my face. He wiped away my tears and asked again this time ,uch more tender “Jay, who did this to you?”

      “My mom” I whispered so it was barley audibly. I watched his hand move from my shoulders to my check he seemed to be tracing out the shape of a hand.

      “Does it hurt?” he questioned deep in thought, I placed my hand on top of his.

      “This one, no. But this,” I said as I took his other hand and moved over on top of my mid drift ‘Yes, these ones hurt.” I felt him wrap his strong arms around me, as he pulled me in close. I could smell the faint, lingering smell or Axe colon. I was deep in thought about it when I felt something wet fall onto my head, I looked up to see Justin. Crying.

      “I’m so sorry Jay, I shouldn’t have left, I should have been there to protect you, I should have known something was up when you stopped answering my calls, I’M SO SORRY.” He cried, I wiped the tears away using my free and whispered.

      “Justin, there are lots of things we could have done, but if we spend our lives going I should have or could have. We’ll never get anywhere, and write know I don’t care about my past, I just want to spend wright know with,”

      “You.” He finished for me, I as our eyes met he started to lean in, and so did I. As our lips met, it sent fireworks thought out my body. I pulled away and smiled.

      “Thank you,” I said softly

      “For what?” he said in wonder

      “For not giving up when I pushed, and pushed you away.” And I closed my eyes and lend in, our lips crashing together, they moved in sync and I wrapped my arm around his waist well the other ran thought his hair. I felt Justin hand move lower till it touched my ass and I pulled away. “Oh sorry, too much too fast.” he questioned. I just nodded my head in response “Baby, steps” he said with a smile as he entwined our hands. “Hey you know, my mom wants to see you again, and she said she’s making grilled cheese, And I the pro, will admit it’s pretty good.” I smiled

      “Really, you give it your seal of approval, well in that case I guess I’ll just have to try it myself, were to Bieber?”