I can still remember those nights
Begging for the peace I didn't know
Sobbing uncontrollably in bed
I said no.
I can still remember your hands
Touching poking prodding at me
I said no,
But you kept touching beyond what I could see
I remember your voice begging me
I said no
Then you became enraged, ruthless
Not caring at all how you hurt me so
I said no,
But I had to give in fearing an argument
And after I sobbed silently beside you
While you slept soundly and content
You had no care for my cries
You had no care for my woe
Because if you really cared for me
You would've accepted my no
