Help I think ive lost myself again,
In the midst of all this pain.
No matter how hard i try,
I always lose, never gain.
My heart is aching for love,
But my brain is too terrified of the cost.
Rethinking over and over my past,
And of all those i have lost.
''Why me?'' i ask,
Screaming to the sky.
But all i get is silence,
Just the sounds of leaves russling by.
It's my fault i realize,
Tears falling off my cheeks.
A smile forming on my lips,
As i look over at the mountain peeks.
I finally know what to do.
I step to the edge,
heart feeling lighter every minute.
''Maybe i could fly far away from here.''
I say, ''I have reached my limit.''
I take a step off,
Falling into the dark abyss.
I smile as i fall,
Knowing im nothing to miss.
Right before i hit the rocks,
I open my eyes.
I cry and beg as the sun rises,
But no one hears my cries.
So i sit alone in darkness,
Wishing for this hell to end..
