I study my body,
In the mirror.
Tears in my eyes,
I haven't gotten thinner.
I skip my meals,
Puke up what I eat.
I look down at my stomach,
And frown in defeat.
106 pounds I weigh,
People say that's thin.
But all I see is pounds of fat,
That prevents me from letting people in.
I stand up,
Dizzy and light headed.
I fall to the floor,
Scars on my skin embedded.
I hear sirens,
I hear cries.
People say I'm beautiful,
But they're all lies.
