♡ Awaiting Love ♡

Chapter 10

* His foot pushed harder on the acceleration as he wiped his face but the tears didn't stop. He felt like 18 years old Jungkook again. The one who can't control his pain and emotions, the one who felt broken beyond repair*

*Jungkook was speeding the car on the motorway, he didn't know where he is going but kept driving. Hanbin's words, His father's hatred, his mother standing up after years, his other family members shocked faces, Y/n's broken look, and Ava leaving without telling him were hard for him, as he increases the speed pushing the accelerator more if that was possible*

Jungkook: "Like always I am the bad one.."
*Hanbin's words revolve around this head when he clenches the steering wheel tightly*

Jungkook: "Family- huh.. No, they were never family to me. Family doesn't use you for their benefits and profits"
*Slamming his hand several times against the wheel, he screamed at the top of his lungs but the pain didn't subdue. It increases and increases with each
passing moment*

Jungkook: "YOU RUINED US APPA ! YOU MADE ME WHAT I AM TODAY!"
*Taking a shaky breath, he shook his head as he remembered what broke him tonight*

Jungkook: "They hate me. He hates me... He wishes death for me. My younger brother hates me so much that he wishes death for me. This is what you got Jungkook, Continue waiting more Jeon Jungkook, hoping that they will understand you... One day they will come to understand you"
*Chucking bitterly at his fate and destiny, he keeps talking to himself as he drives without any care*

Jungkook: "You are so stupid, Jungkook! So stupid to think that they will finally understand and listen. Pops was right. I should have listened to him"
*Jungkook banged the steering wheel again with his hand as he cursed at himself.
His phone rang and he looked at the phone to see who was calling him as hope budding in his heart when he saw the name on the screen but confusion immediately took its place*

Jungkook: "Y/n?? When did I save her number??"
*Just as he was going to pick up the phone, a loud honk caught his attention and he looked up wide eyes at the lights moving toward him. He quickly moved the steering wheel turning the away and sighing in relief but it didn't last long when his car hit the roadside, crashing with it, and then rolling on the empty road multiple times*

Jungkook: "Sh!t...Sh!t... Sh!t"
*His ears almost bleed as he heard the window glass breaking and cried in pain when they pierced his body at different places. His car was out of control, it does somersault on the road and Jungkook was getting trashed around, thrown around like a rag doll. If not for the seat belt then be would have been thrown out of the windscreen. He didn't know when the car finally stopped as he was hanging upside down in the car, blood already pooling around him, his ears buzzing, his sight blurry and his mind foggy*

*The car totally crashed and was damaged by the massive hit it took on the road. Smoke was coming from it as he heard the sirens nearing after how long he had no idea. He was bleeding and almost close to
unconsciousness. But before he lost the battle, he hear something that bring him back for a moment. Groaning in pain, he remembered who called him. Trying to locate his phone, he groaned, and moaned
when everything felt broken inside*

*But his gaze fell on his phone. The screen is broken too but he can still see Y/n's name, trying to hold it, his bleeding fingers almost touched it but moving feel like a task. Feeling tired and exhausted by every thing, he sighed in defeat. The last words on his tongue were her name, as he lost the fight to stay awake*

Jungkook: "Y/n...."
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*They were still in the living room, no one moved from their place since he left. Y/n was sit ting on the floor with her Aunt as she cried bitterly mumbling incoherent words under her breath and no one have the strength to console her. Jeon Haerin looked blankly at the door. She again lost her son, just like that day. She was selfish to beg him for her married, she knew her husband was impulsive and only said it to threaten Jungkook. But her heart never forgives her husband for this. She just keep quiet for the sake of Hanbin and Y/n, but now she felt nothing*