Always and Forever

Chapter 21

I'm sorry I can't give you the family you want

That line echoed in Robins head, why would she feel this way. It hurt him that she felt this way. He would do anything just to take it away from her. He was going to keep trying, they were going to have children together. At least the process would be fun, he mentally laughed, but also kicked himself for thinking that while she was so upset. It haunted his dreams, the fact she wants to give up on having children, the fact the she had failed when it came to getting pregnant. He was going to fix this. He knew she could have children, they just needed to keep trying. 

He was just watching her sleep, she didn't look peaceful but he didn't wake her. He just continued to think about what she said. He looked down at her and at the clock: 7:00, she had 2 hours before she had to get up for work, it was a late day.  He leaned down and kissed her lips she immediately woke and opened her eyes to see who had place there lips on hers. When she saw Robin she smiled and kissed him back. He slipped his tongue across her lip asking for entrance, which she granted him, deepening the kiss. He place his hand on her back pulling her closer to him, so now there bodies are so close nothing can get through. His hand slipped lower lifting her nightgown, he squeezed her butt, causing her to moan in his mouth.  She put her hand around his neck pulling him on top of her. He lifted the nightgown over her head and kissed her neck and her jaw line. He made his way to her pulse point and focused there for a while. She reached for the nightstand drawer and he knew specificity what she was reaching for. 

He nibbled on her ear and then whispered," No," then he pull he arms above her head kissing lower.

She took a deep breath and said, "Robin we have to use a-."

"No we don't," he interrupted.

She then sighed knowing what he was doing," Robin I told you I can't get pregnant, there is no use," she pulled his up to look at her.

"Stop it!" He pulled her on top of her, not for sexual reasons so her could get a good look at her face. His back against the headboard, her legs straddling him he said," don't give up on yourself Regina, there is hope for you and I don't care how long it takes. Stop doubting yourself! I can't stand to see you like this."

She was surprised that he raised his voice that was something he had never done before. Part of her liked the aggressive and louder side of him. The raspiness in his voice just turned her on.

"Please just have someone hope for yourself," he said  and she leaned in kissed him finishing what he had started.

- 2 Hours Later -

Regina move from Robin embrace his bare body that was smushed against hers. He pulled her pack to him, and groaned. She laughed a little and told him she has to get ready for work. Then he kissed her and let her go, knowing he had to get up with Roland. He didn't have to work today so he was spending the day with Roland like her always did on Wednesdays. Regina got up and went into the bathroom, Robin watching her every move.  She caught him from the corner of her eye and smiled while he quickly turned away. He got up to see if Roland was awake, then he went to make breakfast.

Regina came out a half hour later from her shower, she went in to her closet with just a towel rapped around her. Robin walked in the closet and pulled the towel revealing her naked body. He pull her into his arms and she yelped.

"Oh my god Robin," she put her arms around his neck," I told you I have to get ready for work."

"I know I just came to tell you I made you breakfast," he pecked her lips, happy to see she is no longer upset.

"That's why you took my towel," She teased.

"I like this way better," he squeezed her butt.

"Why don't you go get Roland up," she said turning from his embrace.

"Alright, but I'll be back," he winked at her then left.

She picked out her clothes and got dressed, she was wearing a black sheer blouse, with a grey high waisted pencil skirt. Share out on her black heels and started to go to eat but then she saw the envelope Robin gave her last night. She sat in the bed not noticing Robin at the door. She read the outside, when she found out what it was she just stared at it for a while. Then she took a deep breath and opened it. She had no visible response to what she saw, she out the paper down and turned got up to leave. Robin immediately left though she didn't see him watching her. When she walked out to eat breakfast, all eyes were on her. Robin staring at her with a questioning look, Roland with the same look mimicking his father.

"What?" She said only thinking about the paper.

"Did you open the envelope?" Robin said waiting for an answer to the bigger question.

"Yes I did," she shocked a large piece of a pancake in her mouth.

"And?"

"Yes, I've got to go to work," she kissed her son in top of his head and started to leave.

Robin quickly got up after her, grabbing her hand he said," is that a good thing or bad thing?"

She kind of smiled and said," both."

And with that she left, leaving Robin wondering what that meant. It made him happy that it was a good thing, but also made him question why it was a bad thing. Regina was a very complicated woman and if she was feeling something he would have to push it out of her. He turned back to the table and went back to breakfast with his son. He and Roland both shoveled food in there mouths looking like twins, just different ages. The phone rang. Robin got up to answer it.

"Hello?" Robin said with a mouth full of food. Roland came over and did the same thing making a phone with his hand.

"Hi! Is Regina there," the person on the other end said.

Robin swallowed the food in his mouth," who is this?"

"Oh, it's Zelina!" She said.

"Oh well Regina just left for work, is there anything I could help with."

"Well no, I wanted to see if she had gotten the results I got them today and wanted to talk to her about them," she said excitedly.

"Oh she did, we had gotten then yesterday," he said looking down at his son mimicking him, it made him a proud father.

"Oh well just tell her to call me when she can bye,"

"Will do, bye."

Robin out the phone down and scooped up his son and ticked him then placed him down at the table. Then they finished there breakfast and started there day.