Yes Doctor (Hyunjin x Reader)

16

That night I was sent to my room and told to stay off of my phone and just relax. As I was finished taking my shower, I got dressed and plopped down on my bed with a sigh.

"Shit..." I muttered to myself as I recalled the horrible events that happened today. It sucks even more that the only thing we can do is have Hyunjin post a public statement saying the rumors were false and apologize.

I never understood why an apology was necessary. Even if it was a real relationship what would he apologize for? Having feelings? Being an idol is something that only certain people can handle.

A few hours passed before I heard a knock on my door. Half asleep, I get up and open the door to see Hyunjin. He had a defeated look on his face as he looked at me.

"Y/n..." I could hear the hurt in his voice as he said my name.

Opening the door wider, I let him in. He sat on the edge of my bed, "Are you letting this stuff get to you?" I questioned, leaning against the desk across from the bed.

He let out a sigh and rubbed his eyes, "It's just... why do these people care so much about my life? Why should I have to apologize for something that's not even true?"

My heart sank at his words and I couldn't agree more with his words. He was right. This whole situation that he's in is wrong.

Before I could respond he spoke again, "I came here to give an apology to someone who deserves it." Looking up at me, he had a guilty look, "I'm sorry I dragged you into another shitty situation. Now your face is scattered around and... and those guys-"

"No." I quickly stopped him and sighed, shaking my head, "You need to stop putting so much pressure on yourself. You have enough as it is so stop blaming yourself for my problems."

Hyunjin still had guilt in his eyes as he looked at me. Seeing him like this just makes me see how much of a good person he is. He cares so much for the people around him.

I walked over there and sat next to him, "Look, you can't keep burying yourself in your emotions. Keep your head up and don't let this bullshit get to you." I spoke in a stern but caring voice.

He turned, locking eyes with me. We were face-to-face, neither of us breaking eye contact. I took the time to take in his face. The vulnerable look in his eyes made me want to pull him close. He was so captivating.

Hyunjin POV

She's beautiful...

At that moment, I wanted nothing more than to have her in my arms. I was so lost in her gaze that I felt my body start to lean towards her.

My hand cupped her cheek as I came in closer. She didn't pull away or even stop me as we came closer. My heart was pounding in my chest until the moment our lips locked.

Closing my eyes, I felt everything around me disappear. All my problems were no longer in my mind as her lips were on mine.

She let me pull her in closer as my hand snaked around her neck and my other gently grabbed her waist.

Pulling away, I looked her in the eyes while gently rubbing my thumb across her cheek. Then everything hit me again as she looked at me with a worried look. Shit.

She pulled away and stood up with an ashamed look on her face, "This is wrong. You're in a vulnerable state right now and I shouldn't have let that happen."

I wavered but stood up, quickly grabbing both of her arms and looking her in the eyes, "Y/n, I like you. I've liked you for a while now and I don't regret what just happened."

Her eyes were filled with uncertainty as she looked at me. She looked down, shaking her head, "No... this can't happen." Stepping away from me she motioned to the door, "You should get some sleep, it's late."

I felt my heart sink when she said that. She kissed back so why was she pushing me away?

I didn't argue with her though. Nodding I walked toward the door, "Good night." I spoke softly before leaving.

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I know it's a short chapter but don't hate me. I'm just so busy with school😭