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"You still left Ren, you can't expect us to forget that. The situation happened with Wendell and you fucking left just after he did, no note, nothing. For all we knew you could have been dead, for once you being fucking rich and known came in use as when we googled you you came up as having been at some authors birthday party, fucking drunk as hell but alive," I wake up slowly, hearing Dons angry voice, frowning a little, I decide to keep my eyes closed.

"There was a lot more to the Wendell situation than you know. I left immediately because I didn't want to hurt you guys," Ren begins but is cut off by Nox.

"Why the fuck should we support you with Elliot then? Elliot needs steady support, not someone who will just leave when something happens, it seems he does that himself but not out of maliciousness, out of fear. If Don and I knew that Elliot was a sub we would have started flirting with him sooner, we were confused as we attracted to both Elliot our neighbour/patient and Eli the sub and didn't want to hurt one by going for the other. Great luck that Elliot is just the one person but now hes with you who honestly, I know he hurt you but you are definitely going to end up hurting him more. You are too fucking careless. I just I don't think I can risk this," Nox seems to be ready to cry now, I let out a soft cough and open my eyes, I shouldn't have listened in to that.

"Guys?" I ask quietly, when I don't hear anything. "Hey, we're here. How are you feeling?" Don asks immediately looking me over. Nox leaves the room, maybe to tidy himself up? Ren appears on the other side of my bed and brushes a few strands of hair out of my face.

"I'm ok, a bit stiff to be honest but I'm going to guess that I will be feeling like that for a while
?" I mutter the last bit more to myself rather than actually expecting an answer. Don sits down on the edge of my bed for a moment writing something down before responding.

"I think you are going to be very frustrated with your own body for the next few weeks while you are healing, you are a very indepenedant person so leaning on other people for what you would consider to be basic everyday functions is going to frustrate you but I am going to ask you as your friend to just trust us," people miles away could probably hear the sincerity in his voice, I nod in agreement. Everything will be easier if I just accept how things are for the moment, if I let myself get annoyed I will snap at the people taking care of me. Taking time out of their own busy lives to look after me.

"Can we just watch a movie or something before going into the hard talks, I really haven't got the brain for it today?" Ren mutters, looking over him I can see how tired he is and I can see the hurt in his eyes, probably lingering from the conversation he had been having with Nox and Don.

"I like that idea, I think we should all get cosy and watch a movie together. Is Raine back yet?" I ask after a moment.

"He will be back in a few minutes, he does not like watching Studio Ghibli movies because they make him sad at some point and he doesn't like being sad watching movies. So if you are wanting to watch one of those movies we better get it set up now or you better prepare your puppy dog eyes," Nox enters the room smirking.

"I was actually thinking of watching a horror movie?" I suggest and Don instantly shrinks to half his size, the other two laughing.

"Please no, anything but horror," Don mutters, clearly not a fan of the genre of movies. "Ok no horror, ehm............................ Yeah no I don't know what to watch," I mutter, I never know what movie to watch.

"Babylon or the Imitation Game are my suggestions," Ren says from beside me, he looks over at the two on the other side of the room.

They both yell out different answers making Ren look at me again, I am the deciding vote it seems.

"Babylon tonight, The Imitation Game tomorrow, don't worry guys we have almost four weeks of movies to watch, or TV Series!" I laugh at their realisation that we will have to come up with suggestions for that long.

It is that moment when Raine walks in, taking in everyones facial expressions he looks at me and sighs.

"You asked them to make a decision about something not super important didn't you,".

Hello m'loves,

How are y'all doing? Sorry I have been so MIA for the past few months I had to move back home and leave my job and all that and have not been vibing both mentally and physically so I'm a bit of a mess. For some reason as well I suddenly got the urge to write a Harry Potter fanfic? This bitch never read fanfic before September suddenly is writing one???I make no sense... 

Anyways I apologise for neglecting my stories I just haven't had much will to live/function but you know gotta go on and all that jazz. Am hella broke because I've no job and have so much time but no energy so life is kinda a mindfuck atm.

Hope y'all are thriving in life at the moment and are ready for the end of the year cos I sure as hell am not. Anyone doing any new years resolutions?

Anyways if anyone has any ideas of what they want to see please lemme know.Also sorry if this is shit I just yeah....

AnywaysMuch Love Boo xx