HOT HEELS AND HOT WHEELS (completed)

Chapter 16

So, this is how life would play his game huh? Am i being left for the second time? To hell I care... about your so good to be true kindness Dunn! And damn my pride, my ego or whatever psychologist brand these super luxurious feelings for just letting you walk away.

Pathethic or ego-centric? How would I label myself now? Siguro, I became so hard kay Dunn, I was so unfair!

He was here, helping me heal, loving me, sincerely. And where was I during those times? Yeah, I am too busy asking myself, whether I am brave enough to again battle with love...to again try to risk my sanity for someone. And i haven't given myself the chance to realize that my past and the present are extremely different individuals. Yes, I have a hard time letting go of my aches and pains. Out of what? Out of a fright of the unknown, that's why i had chosen to suffer what is familiar to me.

Burberry, Sophia Webster, Alexander Wang, Sergio Rossi, River Island, Yves Saint Laurent, Christian Louboutin, Kate Spade, Brian Atwood, Aperlai, Badgley Mischka, BCBGMAXAZRIA, Alexander McQueen, Valentino, Miu Miu, DKNY, Jimmy Choo, Manolo Blahnik, Yves Saint Laurent. Those are long list of names that would never let me cry. My heels would be injured at times yet they would never leave me or take me for granted. Subukan lang nila...eh sa mahal ng mga to, nararapat lang naman na suklian nila ng pagmamahal ang mga paa ko di ba? But the brands seems not to bring me joy now... I really miss you Dunn.

Bakit nga ba tanong ako ng tanong sa sarili ko? Ang tanga tanga mo Liana? Pwede ko naman siyang habulin ah. Pwede ko naman syang sigawan ng "hoy Gago! mahal kita!" May nagbabawal ba saken? Ikamamatay ko ba ang simpleng kahihiyan o paglunok ng pride? Hindi naman ako malulunod sa pag pansin sa nagkukumaway na katotohanan ah. At kahit pa ikawala iyon ng buhay ko..I know this time...it is worth all my life, so help me God!

There are times that we would lose someone we love, pero mali naman ata na we lose someone without giving a fight. So, Go LIANA! Fight! Fight! Fight!

Nasa gitna ng pag-iisip si Liana ng tumunog ang telepono. 

Kring! Kring! Kring................. Mabagal niya itong nilapitan sapagkat tinatamad pa ang kanyang katawan na gumalaw. Halata man sa tinig niya ang kawalan ng energy ay wala na siyang pakialam kung kaya hindi na niya binago ang tone ng boses ng sagutin niya ang nasa kabilang linya.

"Hello ma'am, may I speak with Ms. Liana po?"

"Yes, speaking.."

"Ay, hello po mam. From TopRank FashionStudio po ito..."

TopRank FashionStudio? What on earth ang kinalaman ko doon? Pagtatakang tanong ni Liana sa sarili. Nasagot naman agad ng kabilang linyan ang kanyang query, tila nabasa kasi ng nasa kabilang linya ang pag aalinlangan na nadama ni Liana sa dagli nitong panananahimik.

"...You just ranked Top1 for the most beautiful and sexy faces of business woman in Asia po kasi, that's why our company po would like to flaunt your beauty po in red carpet..."

"Really? I'm flattered. Yeah, I don't know what to say, honestly."

"Pwede po ba namin kayong imbitahan for the red carpet? You'll be modelling different hair trends po..."

"Sure. Sure. Just send me the details na lang."

"THank you po. You don't know how much your approval would give me honor. Thanks po."

Ayos na rin muna itong pampalipas oras, habang pini-figure out ko pa ang dapat gawin sa buhay pag-ibig ko.