You are my only choice:)

CH- 57

After seeing off to his brothers and give instructions to them, Dunk on the way back to his class he was about to reach his class he saw a familiar figure who he never forget in this life, but he immediately go hide and look at the direction, he see Joong with a girl she is pretty and joong stroking her hair and they talking with smile seeing these all dunk feel pain in his heart he place his hand on his chest and squeeze to feel relax himself, he had scene this girl from last two days, then again he look at them and he surprise, but he already used to this so he not react much, he see the girl kiss on his cheeks and he don't even stop her and smile then and he kiss her back in her cheeks seeing this all his vision get blury who can say tears already form, he run from there try to hold back his tears who about to fall

It's not like Dunk don't know about Joong activity infact after the day he first saw hum in his class, he try to find more about him and he get every information who he needed to break himself, he get to know his every places he like to go for eating food or drinking drinks, where he spending his most of the time with his exchange girlfriends or boyfriends

It was always a same mall hotel where you can easily find him if you need, it's for day and in night in any club but mostly a very famous one bar where joong always go, where he had also gone when he meet and slept with him, he also know Joong is a best player he always almost everyday have different girlfriends and boyfriend, as dunk also assume and seen this with his eyes then believe he also get to know from some people say he always sleep with anyone who attract him whatever the place is it's at club, party, or anywhere he get to do with any person, dunk know he is also one of them! who Joong had slept hearing knowing these all information he only feel hurt he don't understand why? Why he search his information? Why he intrested to know him? Why he looking for him? Why he want him to look at him? Why after knowing everything he feel pain and hurt? But he still did everything to know him.

But he aside everything and as always promise himself to do not think about him and not go near him don't search for him, and only focus on himself cause he is also not different than Joong, but he also know he is not like the one who sleeps with anyone he met or everyday?, cause joong was the second person who touched him!, first one was his ex, yes he flirt with everyone he meet anywhere, he also like to kiss them but he never thought to go any further only he kissed, but he also still didn't understand on thing who he still questioning himself,why? Why he allowed  Joong touch him? Why he let him devor him?, why he still remember him? , after seeing first time joong he feel a sting of happiness wash over his heart! and want him to touch he also remember he was the one who intemate started who kissed him and after the rest prosess let in Joong hand

He still curshed to himself to get over so hard and other person also not left any mercy to torn him apart brutally who he have to feel pain to the two to three days then he recovered, and what him surprising he thought he was drunken that's why he allowed him but he also wonder if it is then how can he remember everything? Even he feel embaranced to know how much control joong had on him and how mess he was moaning under him, calling his name, he always feel embaranced and blush to think everything and then everything break in one second , him to know Joong had nothing to do with this and it's all his imagination, so he now always think it's was a beautiful movements, he was just used by handsome hot man and he likes everything who he did to him! who exactly his type but not really his!

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Dunk come to his class little gloomy but compres himself and go back to his place to sit but before putting his bag he feel few stares on him from back, he look back and see a very dangerous red fire eyes looking direct to him, it's look like anytime he go near them, he will kill aybin a second! His friends also have same eyes he wondered why today pond and his gang in class? And why the fuck they all looking at him to kill anytime? But he shrugged when he see his friends move and get normal but still there one eyes still there still same but only change is getting more dark and darkened it was very blood shoot eyes, soon professor come and class start so he think to ignore him, but again he surprise to hear when Chimon, said pond friend Perth asked him what his relationship with phuwin? dunk ask what he said in reply? so he said he answered Perth straight..it's none of their business!.. only in reply he get glare from Perth then he come to class leaving him there, Dunk sigh in relief to hear Chimon didn't let that basterd gang about his innocence beby brother and Thanks him