A Midoriya or an Aizawa?

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Heyoooo.... Soooooo, i was gone for a really long time.... but i am trying to get back in the gist of things here, anddd i will try, KEYWORD, try, to update more often. Now, lets get into the story.

Before anything else, lets take a moment to vent about anything buggin us in life, anything bad or just overall nagging... Take this paragraph as your mental health / therapy time...

ANYWAYS...

 So, we last saw the bean having an anxiety attack, and we saw his father marching out of the hospital, with severe injuries. So, we're gonna go to when izu was ready to get up.

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xShiggy POVx

i was still holding izu, when he was ready to get up.. He had fallen asleep a while ago, and he was stirring now.

"nghh.. Ten-nii??"

"Hey. You ok?" I ask the tired boy in front of me.

"... Yeah, i guess." He's obviously not sure...

"Ok... Listen, there's someone who's on his way to meet you, you think you'll be up for it??"

"Sure, i dont see why not." 

He sounds so.... Numb...

"Izu, are you sure you're ok?? If you're not up for it, you dont have to..."

"No, im up for it, dont worry." He said trying to put on a smile.

".... If you're sure... Just-... Just promise that if you need to talk, you'll talk to someone... If you need to talk to me, you can... Ok?"

"I'm fine tenko" he smiled.

"you're obviously not izu... You might fool other people, but you cant fool me. I know you too well. You know that."

"...I'm... F-Fine"

His voice started to crack.

"Izu, you're not fine. I know you're not. If you dont wanna talk now, then just know that when you are ready to talk, im here, ok?"

"... O-Ok.."

"And dont try to fake anything around me. I'm your brother and im here for you.. If you want to fake a smile around others, i cant stop you, but just... just dont fake it around me... it hurts, so just dont.. alright?"

"......Alright.."

"Thank you... Come on, lets go for a walk.."

"..... Yeah...  i'd like that..."

Izu and i go outside and walk around the area.. It's morning, but nobody's around. Theyre all either at work or at school or something. It's a cloudy day, and the wind is blowing gently. There might be rain later... I know where I'll be sending staples after he was eyeing my brother... My brother... He's usually so happy, so vibrant... God i hope he dosent fall into a  depression... He already has anxiety. 

(Me: I feel yah izu😔.... 'F' in the chat for mental health awareness)

Izu's just walking and staring around... He dosent even seem to have a clue what's going on.

"Izu. Hey look at me." He looks at me, with the most dull expression i could ever see...It's breaking me.

"I know i keep saying it, but i feel like it just needs to be said again because for some reason it feels like its not going through to your brain, and i need you to know.... i know what happened to mama is sudden... But as much as you might feel like it, you're not alone. I can tell you're not ok, you can try to fake all you want, but youre not. It feels like because of how long i was gone, I guess I havent been able to do enough for you as a big brothe-"