The ashes of my remains [Poetry]

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The feeling of being unlovable is hard
I Suffocate in my own air trying to breathe
It feels like I put my own head under water and keep it there purposely
I want to freeze time so I don't feel so fearful
I want to feel no worry when I'm alone
I can't breathe, it's all too much
When will enough be enough
When can I raise my head up without feeling like I'm still drowning
When can I feel free and not like a burden
-s