Chapter 14

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Lacey POV

I woke up to see Danny wasn't there anymore. Where was he? I quickly got out my bunk and went the kitchen. Danny stood there with his back facing me so I went up to him and hugged him.
"Morning gorgeous" Danny said turning me round to face him.
"Morning" I replied smiling. He smiled too.
"we have the day off today so what do you want to do?" He asked.
"Films and cuddles" I replied. He just smiled. We then went to sit on the sofas and put a film on. Neither of us were really watching the film we were just cuddling.
"Hey love birds" Mark said walking into the room.
"Hey" we both replied. He then walked out probably to eat.
"Hey Dan will you come to the shop with me to get food" Mark shouted.
"Yeah ok" Dan shouted back.
"See you in a minute beautiful" Dan said getting up. He then kissed me and went. The door closed and Glen came in and sat with me. Lil was out meeting up with a friend.
"Hey lace" he said smiling.
"Hi" I replied smiling back. We just sat there for a minute in silence.
"I'm just gonna go get dressed" I said breaking the silence. I got up and went to go to the bathroom but tripped on something. But Glen ran over and caught me. We just stood there for a minute, me in glens arms, looking at each other. It felt magical. Different to what I had with Dan. His blue eyes staring into mine. His smile. No. I can't think like this. I love Danny.
"I better go get dressed" I said interrupting the moment.
"Yeah" he said. I quickly stood up and ran to the bathroom. What just happened? Did I like Glen? No I couldn't. It was the same feeling I got all those years ago. 4 years ago to be exact.

*flashback - 15 years old - 4 years ago*

Mum and dad have gone out for dinner, so Glen, Mark and Danny are looking after me. Danny and Mark had gone out to get pizza so it was just me and Glen. We were sitting on the sofa laughing and joking with each other. When he just stopped and looked at me. His blue eyes. His smile. His laugh. His --. No I need to stop feeling like this. I'm 15 for god sakes! He will never like me. Would he? He then leant in, so I did the same. We was about to kiss when the door burst open. We quickly broke apart.
"Hey guys! We got pizza!" Mark and Danny said excitedly. We all sat down on the sofa and started to eat pizza. But I couldn't get Glen out of my mind. I kept looking at him and he was looking at me. I got a weird feeling in my stomach. Butterflies? I couldn't like Glen though he's much older than me. I could only wonder what would have happened if Dan and Mark didn't burst through the door.

*end of flashback*

I felt the same feeling as I did 4 years ago. I felt tears go down my face. Im meant to love Danny! And Glen is mean to love Lil! What do I do. I think I need to meet up with my old friends and talk to them. Tell them everything. I needed some time to think what i wanted I couldn't stay here. I quickly put my clothes and stuff into a bag and wrote a letter -

Dear Danny,

Danny I love you so much. Thank you for everything you have done for me. You are the best boyfriend I've ever had. But I need to go and sort my head out. Don't blame yourself, it's nothing you have done. I'm going to go spend time with friends. Speak to you in a few weeks. I love you always.
Love from Lacey xx

I was crying now but I decided to write Glen a letter too -

Dear Glen,

First of all please don't show anyone this letter. When I tripped earlier I felt something. I don't know what but there was something. I don't know if you felt the same but it felt like what happened 4 years ago. Im leaving to sort my head out and decide what to do. I love you Glen. Thank you for everything. Speak soon.
Love from Lacey xx

That was the hardest thing I've had to. I wiped my tears away and put the letters under Dan and glens pillows. I quickly got my bag and sneaked out the back door. Glen didn't hear as he was in the shower so I just left. I hailed a taxi to go to the airport. 30 minutes later and I got to the airport. I quickly went in and got through all the passport stuff then went to Starbucks and got on a hot chocolate. My head is messed up. I love Danny but I love Glen. There I said it. I love Glen. But then I love Danny so much. I need to sort my head out. After 4 years I had pushed the feelings all these feelings to the back of my mind and forgotten about them but now they had came back just when I was truly happy. Maybe this is for the best though. It will let Danny move on and maybe get a new girlfriend who is his age and who is good enough for him. As for Glen I hope he can get a girlfriend that loves him and doesn't have mixed feeling towards someone else. I don't even know if Glen liked me too but part of me likes him. They are both great guys and they don't need a girl who has mixed feelings towards them and another guy. Thing is I can't help but like them both. My feelings for Glen are how they used to be, but I still have strong feelings for Danny.
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Sorry for the short chapter :( but um yeah poor Danny and Glen :( do you think Lacey is doing the right thing? Please tell me what you think! Thanks for almost 800 reads :)))
Thanks again, L XXXX

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