Innocent Smile(Yogscast Fan-Fic)

Nine

Serenity;

I told him what I truly felt. Did it come out harshly? If so, I guess that's what I really feel... Now, I'm the one pushing him away. I don't want to be in a relationship with Toby, but I still kissed him... Is that the wrong thing to do?

"Martyn, I think I'm going to go to my next place now."I said calmly.

He nods."I'll get Toby to say goodbye."

I see a smirk form on his lips as I gather what little belongings I have. By the time I have gathered all my things, Toby is there.

"Hey, Snow, I'm sorry if I made anything difficult for you or..."Toby blushes and looks away.

"Don't worry about it! These thing happen and I'm strong! So you don't have to worry about me." I smile happily and Martyn speaks up.

"Where are you going now?"

"I believe that I'm going to Sips Co."

They exchange worried looks and nod.

"Be careful!"Toby pulls a fake smile.

"Try not to get killed, and also, you can sleep here with Toby anytime." Martyn winked playfully.

Toby blushes as I smile, and make my way to the dirt factory.

***

My past is shrouded in mist. You all know that I'm a Demi-God, but I guess you could say that I was an outcast. I feel someone following me, and I'm pretty sure it's Duncan. I can feel his eyes on me, it's kind of scary.

I hurry to Sips Co, looking behind me to confirm its Duncan. Turns out it was. I could see the blonde sheen on his hair from a mile away. When I reach the dirt factory, I knock on the door. I hear a buzzer, and Sjin comes out, looking irritated."Sips we have to replace that buzzer someday-oh, Reni!"

"Sjin, Duncan's following me, I've got to get inside."I exclaim with urgency lacing my voice.

"Wait, weren't you staying with him?"He asks, clearly confused.

"I'll explain later-please?"

He nods and I go inside. Sjin looks around outside, and then shuts the door.

"So, what's up?"Sjin asks, clearly deserving an explanation.

"Duncan and I had a fight, so I went to Blackrock, then I went to Inthelittlecorp, and Toby confessed to me... I said no, and gave him a light kiss as a repayment, then Duncan saw that. He was angry, so I defended myself. I don't know why he was angry... And so I'm going to rotate round YogsVille. So I end up here."I finish, and remember to use the personality I had before.

"Sjin, where's th-Oh my god?! The rapist!! What's she doing here?"Sips came and starts to point fingers at me. Imbecile.

"My name is Reni."I respond curtly, and I feel shivers go down Sips' spine. I look around in the meanwhile, I know this was designed and built by Sjin, because of the elaborate decor and flamboyant buildings. I must remember that I can only trust myself. Bonds are made, only to be broken. Love, friends, happiness. They are all just a mirage for us to keep living. Once, I sought righteousness, to banish greed and anger. Whatever I do, it won't make a difference. My dreams were crumpled, and I faced reality. Horror tore through my mind, annihilating any pure innocence I had left. So those dreams were fake, and the society I loved and cared for turned against me. They cast me away.

The Sips co crew were talking, and after some hard persuasion, I see Sips agree to let me stay.

"Thank you!!"I smile gratefully as Sjin puffs his cheeks.

'I owe you one' I mouth at Sjin, and he winks.

"You can stay, as long as you work, okay? Just help Sjin with stuff, or something. We've pretty much done everything needed anyway."Sips gives me one final glare before he gets back to his office, to relax, no doubt.

"I..."Sjin hesitates,"I'm thinking of leaving Sips Co. I want to make a farm... And to feed the world. I always seem to be starving, so it's fitting."

I smile"I think that's a wonderful idea, Sjin. I think you should take the materials that you need from here. It is partially yours anyway. "

Sjin nods from my encouragement."Okay. I'll do it tomorrow. I've decided."

"Good."

I don't understand. Why do I keep thinking about him? Why does a piece of my heart still lie with him? I believe that maybe I should leave Tekkitopia, because if I stay... Only pain will follow.