Off The Wall-jahseh onfroy

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i wouldnt lie and say i'm not pissed but i'm gonna pretend i'm not

why the fuck am i laying down with jahseh and he had not one... BUT TWO HICKEYS ON HIS NECK

i'm sorry but the only hickey i'll give him is on his dic-

you get the point

and i don't wanna say nothing cause we're doing good but damn i'm going through this shit

i wanna choke this nigga out so it look like he got a hickey all around his neck

and he keep touching me and i'm pushing him off like he doesn't get the gist

ima punch him in the eye so he can have a damn hickey on his eye how about that

i'm just saying shit cause i'm mad because who does he think he is like nigga is cheating on me

like i understand your famous and bitches want you but have self control

and my head starting to hurt again and it makes me so nauseous

"i'll be back." i say pushing off of me and just going to the bathroom

and i just start throwing up which is odd for me

i haven't thrown up since elementary??

but i have been nauseous but it's from these damn migraines

i pick myself up off the ground and wash my mouth out with mouthwash before i wash my hands and go downstairs

i heard it's not good to brush your teeth after you throw up i don't know why though

i go into the kitchen and grab a bottle of water before chugging that shit

ion think that's good for me but fuck it.

this nigga has a couple days before he goes on tour and at this point i don't know if i wanna go

and i don't wanna assume and say it was that older model he was with but shit

at this point i don't know

i'm gonna cry cause he stressing me the fuck out

"mama what's taking you so long?" he ask me coming into the kitchen

i didn't even hear him come downstairs

"i was drinking water, i'm hot." i say

"okay but i heard you throw up are you okay?" he ask me while leaning on the counter

"yeah i'm fine it was prolly the food i ate cause i barely ate yesterday and my body was in shock or something. couldn't handle the heavy food i don't know." i say going into the cabinet and grabbing a tea bag

"lemme make it got you." he says grabbing a mug

"no it's fine i got it." i say but he moves me out the way

"jah i got it." i say grabbing the mug from him

"go lay down you're sick." he tells me trying to grab the mug back

"jahseh i said i got it in not sick it's just from migraines!" i tell him and he sighs

"ight i'll be upstairs." he says and just leaves

..

so me and jah started watching tv in the living room till he got mad at me for something so he not even near me

"hey guys!" stoke says walking in the house

"hi stoke." i smile and wave at him