Ma Vie

Passionate Hunger

Her body next to mine is euphoric as I try to hold my hunger at bay and not leave her to go hunt. Her perfume of fruit and roses isn't doing anything to shut out the scent of fear in the room. Its making me ravenous, and after the recent feeding off of her sexual excitement I feel the need for more I was hoping to leech off an entire feeding from her desire but she stopped it. She has been miserable too long and puts rules on herself, that or she's teasing me.

The weekend I got to spend with her was extraordinary. For the first time in 600 years I was finally able to feel affection again and to show someone who I really am. I was hoping for another Escapee but I find that the company of this mortal ...no I can't call her that as much as I try to deny the sensation its still there and wishes to be known. Shilohs presence far exceeds the pleasantry of a possible encounter with someone like me. She's so fragile yet powerful in her own way. Her bravery overcomes that of some of the Immortals who faught beside me in the Pits. The way she shifts from love to lust is interesting beyond my understanding and the way she stands up to me even though I see in her eyes she knows I could devour her. Its all too much for me. I have been a master of time and have increased in power with each passing century but I had forgotten how love cuts through everything and hits the soul and heart.

She moves beneath my arms and I enter her dreams while doing so I feel guilty but I must know if she's having a nightmare if she is ill end it. I'm surprised to find she's dreaming about me ..in my true appearance. She's dreaming about getting over that small bit of fear she still has is her heart and she pets my tail. I pull away from the dream and kiss her cheek and she smiles and hudles closer to me.
The fear I smelt in the dream adds to my bloodlust and my guilt hits again I summon Xalvo and order him to take my form and go out looking.

I walk down town and change my clothing to something suiting the standards of inner city.I smell something familiar a scent of something from shilohs house. I pick it out as Patrick who Sam broke up with over the weekend. I wonder if Shiloh would know I haven't met Sam on a personal level so I don't think I'm taking her into consideration as I take myself to Patrick's scent. I knock on his door and his father opens the door. The man clears his eyes and says "Are you lost Where do you live?"
I grab his throat and tease his mind into a deep sleep and lay him on the couch in the living room. I tread down a hallway and the scent takes me to him directly.
I walk in lacing my tread with silence and find Patrick sleeping with headphones in. I'm glad he listens to music its good for the soul. I grab his neck and squeeze it till he's not just sleeping, but fully unconcious.I take him and warp to a creek two miles out of town and decide to put him out in his sleep I hold his head and start draining him he kicks and breathes deeply in pain and I struggle to keep the bloodlust under control. The signature black burn where is heart used to be is smoking and I claw deep in his chest to obscure that it was ever there. I feel light and powerful by the time I warp back to Shiloh where Xalvo awaits my return .
He looks at me I say "sorry "and pet his hair" you may return home now"
Xalvo nods and warps and I scoot up to Shiloh and she turns towards me. For a quick second I fear she is awake. Or that she was awake all along even though I've already told her what I do.
Instead she simple cuddles up to me and that pang of love strikes as I hold her and start to drift .I think before I fall into unconsciousness
I hope Shiloh doesn't get pissed