Ma Vie

Love Conquers all...in Fairytales

I get out of the shower and stand in front of the mirror, water is dripping off of me onto the floor. I use to think my life was a fairytale that some strange man will come and save me from this dreadful place I call home. It did happen I met Noah. A dark creepy strange man, I fell in love with him and he fell in love with me, well what's left of him. I walk out of the bathroom to the closest and walk in, I put on some underwear and a bra, I grab some skinny jeans that are ripped up and a leather belt with a neon green and black dragon belt buckle, I look through Noah's shirts I know he won't mind me wearing one or two. I grab one of my black tank tops and I found this shirt its completely black and has short sleeves its a dress shirt. I put it on but don't button it up and I fix the collar on the shirt. I walk out of the closest finishing up on drying my hair. I walk to the bathroom and put my winged eyeliner on and blow dry my hair revealing my, what my sister likes to call ,My Hawaiian curls. I put some hair spray in it and fix it up making it even more curly. I put on my chains and earrings and I look down seeing one of Noah's spiked dog collars, I smile and I grab it and put it on. I grab my boots that are by the toilet. I sit down and slide them on. I always loved these boots imagining smashing someone's skull in with these. I walk out of the bathroom to find Colton and his angel friend walking through the door I can smell the angelic scent on his. Colton says "I'm sorry Mistress Shiloh if we have bothered you". I say " no Colton your alright" I look at his friend and say "hi I'm shiloh". My mom always said to be nice to others so I of course gave him a little smile. His eyes have been wider ever since he walked through that door. He stutters over his words and says " Hello I'm ....Raniel". I say "are you okay Raniel?". He leans over to Colton and whispers something in his ear and Coltons turns to me and says " he wishes to comment on your appearance Madame ". I say " is it good or bad" I chuckle even though I'm dead inside. He says "its good madame". I say " then away with your words Raniel". He smiles nervously and I'm wondering what the fuck is wrong with him whatever it is it's making me extremely uncomfortable. He says " Colton did not tell me how attractive you are". I smile and say "thank you Raniel". He says " I would like to take you out sometime". I chuckle and say "didn't Colton tell you that 'my friend' is actually my Amoureux". He says "Amoureux?" Colton leans over and whispers in his ear " her lover, Raniel". He says " ohhh Taiyron is your lover?". I say "yes he is ,do you have a problem with that." He says "well..". Colton stops him in the middle of his sentence saying " treat her with respect Raniel if you still desire that seat". He considers for a moment and says "no madame i have no a problem with it". " good " I say. I walk out of the bedroom with them two following me we head to the library to find Xalvo, Uela, and Tati sitting on the floor going through books. I enter the room and sit in the desk chair putting my feet up on the desk. Colton says "everyone this is Raniel, he has what we've been looking for to help us". Raniel starts to dig in his bag and walks over to the desk laying the piece of paper on the desk with the ingredients that is needed. He says " you mix all of this in a pot a copper pot, mix all of this in blood, and one white rose. You must drink this and then let the feeling that it gives you over power you. I will then teach you how to control it. I say "when do we start?". He smiles and says " whenever you'd like Madame ". I stand up and grab the ingredients and paper and head to the kitchen. Raniel tries to go after me but Xalvo stops him and says " do not follow her unless she tells you too halohead". Uela stands next to Xalvo and he nods to her to go assist me. Uela runs to the kitchen and I say" where are all the god damn copper pots" and I slam my hands down breaking a table in half. Uela jumps and says "right here Mistress everything is going to be okay". I glance over at Uela and pretend I didn't hear that. I'm tired of everyone telling me that it's going to be okay, that everything is alright when I know for a fact everything is hell right now. I physically and emotionally feel like I am in hell. I put all the ingredients in the pot and I run to the fridge to find a jar of blood Noah saved for me when I got restless
. I put it in the pot and I walk out back with scissors in my hands I walk into the garden and I cut the perfect white rose Noah has planted centered in red roses. I start to head back to the kitchen when Joseph stops me and says " Mistress I have a werid feeling from that Raniel ". I say "we all do Joseph but he's the only lead on this spell, we have to trust him in some way". Joseph says " then I'll keep an eye on him ,he's not just an angel". He bows and I say "thank you Joseph". I walk away and think how me and Joseph came so far. One day we was at each other throats, Xalvo punched him through the wall ,now me and him are almost like best friends. Life is weird sometimes. I walk into the kitchen Uela is standing their as patience as ever and I say " Uela you feel everything I feel right?" She says "yes Mistress". I say " then you feel what I'm feeling right now". She says "yes Mistress". I say mmhmm so what am I feeling right now uela". She says " Death, Destruction, Murder, Sadness, Anger and a feeling I do not know of my Mistress". I say "do you want to know that feeling Uela". She says " yes Mistress ". I say " that feeling is called nothing, deep down I feel nothing and if I drop this rose in this pot I will feel nothing I'll just be drinking liquid to save the man I love and no matter what I do it will never be good enough something else will come and take him away from me, therefore I feel nothing". She stays silent and says "I do not like that feeling Mistress". I say dropping the rose in the pot " I think I might love it "