Ma Vie

Farewell Fiesta

"Well there's the confirmation" Joseph says
"What difference does it make Joseph she didn't know demons exist so she certainly doesn't know about witch bloodlines" Noah says . Xalvo walks into the room "Master someone's been in The Den" "Yes I know that it was Joseph" Noah says annoyed "oh" Xalvo says he turns to Joseph "your words master" he says and silver claws rip through his gloves. "Xavvy I did it to help him" "stop that it's not cute" Noah says "you used to think so "Joseph mutters. " Shut the fuck up!" Xalvo yells making me jump damn near a foot out of the chair.
"You bloodsucking shitpig you can talk all you want about the way things used to be but your the one who fucked it up by fucking that philosophical prick he was wise beyond his years,which were many by the way if you catch my drift you wrinkle fucking dicksnot, but that's no excuse to suck his dick in a nasty athenian lavatory you ruined your love with Taiyron and ruined your friendship with me and I was happy to force the hemlock down Socs gullet! I can't stand having you here your an inconvenience every single time we've taking you back into our home were keeping you here out of generosity learn your place peasant or you'll lose that privilege" xalvo screams skin cracking in rage. Joseph looks stunned and a tear falls from his eye. Noah smiles wide hearing the truth come out. All I can do is sit and stare. I never expected this from Xalvo. I stand up and whisper "I'm so sorry". To joseph and i leave the room. I go to the bed room and grab a bag and pack some clothes. I put on my leather jacket and put the back pack on I sneak out the front door looking back to make sure no one see's me. I look down and then I shut the door. I think to myself " its better this way, they can be happy". I push the bike till I'm far away from the house and then I get on it and drive away. I look back at the house and a tear rolls down my cheek.

***

"Joseph why the fuck can't you just let me be happy?, why do you always have to snoop around?" I say. Joseph says " I just want to look out for you". Xalvo and Uela are standing close to the other side of the kitchen. I order them to go to their rooms. "Joseph *I take a deep breathe*" just go to your room and lets call it a night we all need time". Joseph says " alright then". Joseph walks off to his room. I start heading to the room thinking "fuck I can't wait to kiss her and blow this whole day to hell". I open the door expecting to see her bright blue eyes look me in the eyes. She's not in the room I walk to the bed to find a note she left. It says:
Noah my darling love,
I've been nothing but trouble since you've met me. The tension between you and Joseph that's because of me. I don't want to cause you more pain in your life than what's already there. I don't know when I'll be back. I may never be. Don't bother to come and look for me my love when you need me the most I'll be there I'll sense it, after all I am Headmistress. Please do not take this out on anyone, I know you can be sweet. I will always love you forever and always.
Love always,
Blue eyes
I fall to my knees. My mouth open in disbelief. She's gone. She's fucking gone the love of my life my entire fucking existence gone. I begin to lose control of the glamor and i cant stop myself from ripping and breaking everything in sight. I growl in rage and pain. How the fuck could she do this to me I gave her everything. Xalvo runs to me screaming my name waving his hands to get my attention and I struggle to take his words out. Xalvo keeps repeating "what's wrong master"until I finally hear him. I stand still so i keep control and let my voice resonate as it truly should I say " blue eyes" I grip the piece of paper tightly in my in my hand instantly regretting it realizing its all I have left of her and pain pangs through me "she's gone". Xalvo takes the paper and reads it. " master I'm..I'm so sorry". I just stare stonily ahead trying to keep from breaking and Xalvo rubs my back trying to console me. I start to layer my glamor back on and cant finish as I begin to cry. Xalvo holds me and Uela comes running in the room saying "master I heard all the banging around is everything okay". Xalvo hands Uela the piece of paper and she reads it and falls to the ground
"Mistress no". Uela begins to cry and xalvo opens his other arm and she cries on his shoulder. Joseph walks out and stares at us. I look up and growl " you!! I'll fucking kill you and eat your bones". Xalvo grabs me and pulls me down barely being able to restrain me ,I could break free, and says "master no she told us not to harm him". Uela grabs my hand wiping her tears and says " listen to her she's wise, listen to Xalvo he's been their since the beginning master do not harm him".
Joseph says "what the fuck is going on?". Xalvo stands up and hands him the note blue eyes left me. He reads and says " well..this shows what kind of Headmistress she is leaving us In the blue like that". I fly up ready to rip his face apart but I'm interrupted because Xalvo gets to him first. Swiftly he backhands Joseph sending Him through the bedroom wall "master I apologize for the wall" he says before advancing on him
"she said nothing about me harming you .She fucking cared about you all she did was want to help you be your friend everything and you fucking called her a bitch!!". Joseph jumps back and says " all I was doing was looking out for Taiyron this whole time". I say "you stupid fuck". I get up and go to my room Uela follows me. I lay on the bed and put my hand on her pillow and rub it softly like in the Aladdin story hoping she'd appear" master". Uela says softly. I turn my head slowly "yes Uela" " I could feel her pain her sadness I thought it was about what happened in the kitchen I didn't know what she'd do I'm so sorry ". Uela says " Uela its alright alot of emotions was happening in the room no one would have thought about this". I say trying to console her which isn't fair because I can't even keep myself together. she bows and says "yes master". Uela covers me up and she leaves the room. I close my eyes I feel this pain inside my heart a pain I've never felt about anyone else i set the bed on fire and lay in the middle of it staring, wondering, worrying, missing. I chant a spell that forms a black smoke over me a fog that I hope makes me sleep forever a spell I've only ever used on victims destined for death. Maybe this way I won't miss her so much. Maybe this way Memories won't be able to catch me running from my sorrow. Before the spell is almost over i open my eyes and look over at her pillow and whisper " my sweet baby blue eyes I loved you". As I drift off to sleep that I hope lasts forever. Maybe Satan will find me and take me away and I'll forget everything.