1:13am
I cannot sleep so I decided to write.
Today (A) decided to text me and he wants to hang out. I was completely shocked. It's not that I don't like him, it's just that I've been disappointed before and stood up and I don't feel like really hanging out. I'm just in this constant state of depression lately.
I can't function lately I just want to cry and be alone and die.
Yesterday I had such bad suicidal thoughts, it was killing me but I decided to stay strong.
I also started painting again, which is a bad sign, because it usually means I'm trying to forget something or I'm extremely depressed.
I'm moving to Florida soon and I absolutely hate packing. It's the most time consuming thing in the world and I'm so lazy half the time.
I'm now 99.4lbs which my mom thinks is low. To me it's high and I could lose more.
Wattpad has some really good books, like I don't think I've ever had this many emotional breakdowns because of some books I've read.
This is random but I made up a poem
Girls like her can drown an ocean
She was rare
Her attitude was like a raging sea
And her soul was deep.
She was like an ocean
Beautiful but dangerous.
Girls like her are once in a lifetime.
N.Z
Sorry if it sounds stupid, I suck at writing. But it's helpful so I write anyways.
A/N: Thank you to whoever voted my beginning page, it means a lot.
Comment below on how my poem was.
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