I can't even tell you how horrible my week has been, I've been switching from being depressed to overly happy and it's killing me. I keep noticing that whenever something good happens that something bad has to happen so my happiness will go away.
Also this week I haven't even been sleeping I've just stayed up all night sobbing my eyes out wondering why my parents hate me and what I did to make everyone else hate me too. I also cut again which I know is bad but to be completely honest they're really shallow and they'll probably be gone within a week or two. I keep getting asked to homecoming by a lot of people and I'm not allowed to go because my parents don't trust me and they think some senior is gonna give me ecstasy or some shit like that and rape me and I'll get pregnant and shame the family or something like that. Either way I wasn't interested in going anyways. Dances aren't exactly my thing.
Back to the cutting thing, I'm like so anxious that someone is gonna see or worse my parents. I don't want to get help. I'm fine, I'm not crazy either. I'm completely fine. And anyways who's gonna care? I doubt anyone would
My parents hate me
My friends think I'm psycho
I'm pretty sure random strangers even think I'm crazy.
Oh before I forget, in my English class I overheard some people talking about me and they didn't even know who I was because when they said my name I said
"Keep talking shit and you're gonna get hit." And some blonde looked at me with wide eyes and goes "that's nefeli?" And I was like "sweetheart make sure you actually know who you're talking about before you start talking shit behind their back." Her face got so red I swear I was like FUCK YES HA
Moving on....
Also some guy told me to take a chill pill so I said "and you need to take some Viagra but I don't tell you how to live your life." My friend laughed so hard she started crying
My roasts are literally known in school. Like my math class knows how vicious I am.
Okay I'm bored and I need to finish bio homework so byee
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RandomSo this is my story guys, to tell you the truth I already created one but I deleted it because I didnt want to get hate. But I have some warnings Basically it's about my life and all the uninteresting things that go on in my pathetic life TRIGGER...
