"Ate, pasensiya ka na pagod lang siguro si Kuya", Belize tried to cheer me up.
But no matter how I think about it, his behaviour rattles me.
"Or there's something he's not telling us. I'm not sure but I think his memories are back. I need some air, sa gazebo lang ako." sagot ko kay Belize.
It's been a long day and I'm sure the night will be longer. I never expected this to happen. Masaya naman kami, bakit ngayon pa?
Love isn't always nga naman. First Broken Heart, masakit pala talaga. First cut is really the deepest.
In situations like this what would Simon do? Forget the pride, be blind and just keep on loving? Or just turn around and leave, because we're better of separated?
Bakit nga ba nagmamahal pa ang tao kung iiyak din lang?
I love Red and if I can, I will never leave his side. The question is, does he still want me beside him?
Papasok na ko nang bahay when my phone rang, it's crazy but I expected that it would be Red samantalang nasa loob lang siya. Turned out it's my Dad, sensing trouble perhaps. It's nice to have a father who understands even your slightest sigh. His words before our conversation ended:
"Be more understanding Princess, everything will fall into place. I just wish your Mom's here to give you the words only a mother can give. I miss you, Princess. Come home soon."
Everything will fall into place, I've been wishing and praying for the same thing. My Dad's right, I need to be more understanding. Lalo na if my assumption's correct.
Love always comes along with heartbreak, Mom used to say. Now, I understand what she meant. When you love, expect hurtful moments, you'll cry a little or a lot.
Ito na yata ang pinakamahabang gabi sa buong buhay ko. Kung bangungot man ito sana paggising ko, okae na ang lahat balik na sa normal ang lahat. Magbibilang lang ako nang 1-10, magiging okae na ang lahat.
"Mommy, I'm scared.. I'm really really scared."
(Flashback to Little self with Mom)
"Rafa, don't be afraid of the darkness my darling, Momma's here. If you happened to have bad dreams just call Momma's name then count 1-10, I'll come running. Don't cry my little darling, Momma's here. When you'll have your first crush, your first love and your first broken-heart, Momma will be there..
And she would rock me to sleep wrapped in her arms.
END..
Love always comes along with heartbreak, Mom used to say. Now, I understand what she meant. When you love, expect hurtful moments, you'll cry a little or a lot.
1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10..
Mom, I'm having my first broken heart now,.
But you're not here. You're no longer here. I miss you Mom.. Nomu Nomu Bogoshipda.
He promised to love me Mom, in sickness and in health. He promised not to make me cry again.
But ike your promises Mom they're but all BROKEN!
thanks to:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PdXj4ZbA6TM
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