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4: I miss you.. I miss this.. I miss us..

youtube: I miss you

Boyz II Men.

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To everyone who's missing "that Someone".. 

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Dahil palapit na nang palapit ang mukha sa akin ni Red. I didn't have a choice..'

"Ouchh" I bumped his forehead with my head..

We're both hurt in the process. Si Belize naman tawa lang nang tawa.. Sira ulo siya eh, tinatakot ako..

"Binibiro lang naman kita eh", sabi niya while rubbing his forehead while I rubbed mine..

Masakit talaga.. Ano bang meron ang noo nang lalaking to? Metal plate..

When his face softened and asked "Does it hurt?", while trying to touch my forehead.

"A little, you?, I asked..

"A lot",, he replied smiling. Then his smile faded..

"What's wrong?", tanong ko in full panic while I get a hold of him..

"Kuya, are you okae?", tanong ni Belize.

"I'll go get some ice, Belize dalhin mo na muna kuya mo sa kubo", I instructed Belize.

"No, Belize go get some ice and my medications, si Rafa na magdadala sa akin", he protested.

Nasa hut na kami when a realization came in, he called me Rafa.. Another relapse...

"I'm really sorry, Red. Here, lay down for a bit." sabi ko sa kanya habang inaayos ko yung gamit sa kubo.

"It's okae, ako naman ang may kasalanan", he replied with his eyes closed.

I looked at him intently, how many times have I memorized his face and dreamt of it.

At hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin ako nagsasawa..

"Alam ko guwapo ako, pero mas nagiging obvious pag tinititigan mo ko nang ganyan", and he opened his eyes..

And I felt my cheeks burning, they maybe as red as tomato by now..

"Can I lay on your lap?", he asked.

Well he need not ask twice, I would love too..

"Sure, here", at umayos ako nang upo..

It was kind of difficult having him this close. I just want to touch his face, pinch his nose, trace his lips and plant a tiny kiss on it..

Right at this moment, I'm really missing him.. Even if his this close, I'm still missing him..

A few minutes later, he's snoring.

"Sleepyhead" I muttered under my breath. Then I started singing:

Y ahora me muero de amor si no estás

*And now I'm dying of love if you're not here

Me muero y no puedo esperar

*I'm dying and I can't wait

A que vuelvas de nuevo aquí

*For you to return again

Junto a mí, con tus besos

*Beside me, with your kisses..

*** in a voice over****

Kung nasaktan kita, patawarin mo ko ha..

Okae lang kung hindi mo na ako maalala..

ang importante sa akin ngayon, masaya ka.. tumatawa ka.. dahil sa akin

Es que me muero de amor si no estás

*It's just that I'm dying of love if you're not here

Me muero y no puedo esperar

*I'm dying and I can't wait

Necesito tenerte aquí, junto a mí

*I need to have you here, beside me

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 Pag gusto mo nang hanapin si Isobel hindi kita pipigilan..

Siempre masasaktan ako. Pero paano naman ako lalaban kung ikaw na mismo ang kalaban ko..

Mahal kita Red and if setting you free will make you happy..

I will set you free...

Sin tu amor no puedo vivir

*Without your love, I can't go on..

Even if it would mean my own heart break.. It only beats for you and it will stop beating just for you..

*** end of voice over***

I placed my fingers on my lips and then placed it on his..

As a solitary tear from my eye fell on his face.. He opened his eyes and said "Baby ko"...

I was caught with the moment, not even realizing that he closed his eyes again.. He's just dreaming..

"I miss you, I miss this, I miss US", I told him internally.

Pero mas mabuti na nga siguro ang ganito, wala siyang maalala. At least I can get close to him like this. I'm sure when he regain his memories, he's going to kick me out of his life.  (Imagine real kicking like Karate, Judo, Jujitso, etc.)

"Nakatulog na ate?", tanong agad sa akin ni Belize pagdating niya nang kubo.

"Yeah, ang bilis nga eh.. Naghihilik na rin", sagot ko rito.

"Salamat ate", Belize replied with complete sincerity.

"Ako dapat ang nagpapasalamat sa inyo kasi pinatawad niyo ko, kahit ako ang may kasalanan kung bakit siya nagkaganito", I replied.

"Aksidente ang nangyari ate, huwag mong sisihin ang sarili mo. Besides, kitang kita naman kung gaano mo kamahal si kuya eh. Don't worry, he'll remember you", nakangiting sagot sa akin ni Belize.

I smiled at her, nang mapukaw nang pansin ko ang kamay ni Red, he's no longer wearing his ring..

Our couple ring.