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AUTHOR'S NOTE !!

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Soooo... I doubt anybody will give this story a second thought after all this time and read this but it gives me some peace of mind. Do me a solid and listen? Warning, I am awkward and it will feel even more juvenile than awkward but I want it to be real. Maybe you can even get a laugh out of that.

Amelia Marlowe is my favourite OC by far and all the support she and her story have gotten is incredible. I never expected that when I started.. after all I am just a girl with too many dreams and a pen- well a keyboard now, I guess, but nonetheless I am grateful.
Look I have been writing fanfiction for 6 years now- which is a long time for me. Looking back on it is a bit silly because I have grown up a lot. I used to be this stubborn girl with a dream and now I am a determined young woman with even bigger dreams.

It definitely has been nice to have people accompany the journey of my writing growing with me.

A Journey that gave me the delusion I am not that horrific of a writer but that has to end now. At least somewhat?

It is unfair to keep you when I know I have moved on. Fanfiction is no longer what I desire to express myself in. Especially seeing how the world is developing these days. I love me a high fantasy and political intrigue, a true story with deep meaning. Which I have tried to do in fanfiction but it is not nearly enough.

Fanfiction is like living on borrowed goods. Which I will not talk down because it is a step stone I used myself, one that I loved to have. But I need something that is my own.
All the talk aside publishing a book is a dream far too big for me. I just want to hone my writing privatly. Maybe even take a break? It's been a long ride my friends and I am exhausted.

Though that is mostly tuned down by the feeling of getting some control back. And guys, I really need that. It has been a true joy to share my love for fictional worlds with you and who knows maybe someday I will dipp my toe back into known waters. Until then I will enjoy my fanfiction writer retirement and start my messy 'is it even possible' attempt to write an original story.

Perhaps we will hear from each other again. I heard that some dreams do come come true.

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Ps: Amelia's story is worth telling and I stick to that. My offer here is that if there is interest, I will share the ending and what else I do have so you get the satisfaction of at least knowing what could've been.
I always did hate reading unfinished works.