HOO/PJO x reader one shots

Will x (gn) reader. Pt two

Warning: ⚠️self harm/suicidal thoughts cigarettes , deaf people ⚠️( if you struggle with this, I will see you next week and I love you)

Words:

3rd person??? pov:

You lay in the arms of your sleeping sunshine boy. He wouldn't leave you alone. Literally you could never be alone now, if you went to eat, the seven plus will would sit next to you, making sure you ate. If you wanted to train, will plus Percy would be there (and no, it dosent matter if no violence boy is there or not you still beet Percy into the absolute abyss) and if Nico wanted to talk to you.... Well.

Nico had been more or less shunned by the group, after the incident last month everyone found out what happened and more notably blamed Nico. And there was a plethora of rumors circulating camp about what happened in the bathroom and Nico's involvement.

" I saw will bust into cabin thirteen's bathroom and yell at Leo to get stuff! Yeah there was so much blood"

"I heard Nico laughing when he found out what happened to y/n"

"I heard from Katie that y/n tried to off themselves."

"No I don't think Nico did it?"

"I saw Percy and Will shouting at Nico after the incident!"

" Yeah I heard y/n tried to hang themself"

It was exhausting. And frankly, it wasn't even Nico's fault. I mean yes he did tell your friends your secret, and yes he did push you away. But does that justify blaming him for your mental health. For your actions? One does not have to say Nico is justified in what he said to also say blaming him for your suicidal thoughts is wrong. That takes away all the hard work you put into wanting to end your life and god damnit you deserve that recognition.

As you lay in bed thinking about this you felt the arms of your boy tighten around your waist and pull you in closer to him, resting your shagy haird head on his chest as he slowly woke up. The sunlight rises with his eye lids as he smiled softly.

"Mornin shadow" he spoke softly, his Texas accent making a rare appearance in his voice.

He lightly pecked your forehead, but when you returned the kiss this time meeting his lips in a more demanding way than usual ( to establish dominance of course) , he blushed like a little school girl, hiding his face in your chest as you tried to hide your glee. It had been one month since you began your relationship and yet anytime you shared an ounce of love or affection on your sunshine boy he would behave like a middle schooler, kicking his feet and blushing madly.

Will eventually collected himself before picking you up from the bed and taking you to the bathroom. Setting you lightly on the sink, he popped his toothbrush in his mouth and you put toothpaste on yours. Will was always talkative in the morning, talking when he could and signing when he couldn't but he never made a peep before putting on his hearing aids. Maybe it was a self conscious thing, maybe a fear of saying the wrong thing. You never pushed him to open up about his hearing, it was a sensitive topic , so you relished the silence, the sound of bristles brushing the night away.

The moment Will spat out his tooth paste and popped in his aids he wisper yelled "clean mouth!!!" Whilst waiting for you to finish so he could kiss you.

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The day passed by like normal.

Or as normal as you get when people treat you like a porcelain doll. Before you... you know, everyone treated you like normal. The chatty cabin thirteen kid with a dark sense of humor. Now every joke about a sucky mental state or suicide was met with a soft look and an "y/n are you ok?"

So as you sat down at the cabin thirteen table with everyone except Nico you felt like you were gonna fucking blow. Frank was fussing over your eating habits, annabeth talked about a self help book and Leo didn't make any jokes, it was a cold day in hell indeed.

But as your caretakers fussed over you, you saw a shadowy figure in the distance, a small boy on sitting on the cliff side with a cigarette in hand (don't smoke kids). You wished nothing more than to join him, being shammed was a better fate than whatever in mars this is.

"Y/n you really should be eating more, you know I read in my book that a loss in appetite can be caused by bad mental health and your metabolism can even speed up" annabeth lectured on

Gods could she please shut up

"Drop it Annie." You mumbled

"Y/n she's just trying to help, we all are!" Will said. His cheery voice not understanding how patronizing it felt. How it feels to be treated like you could crumble any second. A project that needs fixing.

"Yeah? Well stop." You retorted, before standing up and shadow traveling to your brother.

Nico's pov:

The shadows around me bent and warped, catching my attention before my sibling appeard, oh gods here we go

They looked at me, then looked at my hand, I rarely spoke, only when anxious really, so lately like half a pack a day.

But instead of looking at me with contempt like I expected, or disgust which I deserved they just said

"Got another?"

This caught me off guard they never smoke!!!

"Y/n you shouldn't smoke" I said, but proceeded to get my carton and zippo out of my jacket, pulling the skinny cancer stick out of its carrier.

"Fuckin hypocrite" they murmured taking the cig and lighting it, and taking a long, drawn out, drag, before sitting down next to me, dangling there feet off the cliff. And although I could think of one hundred things to say, the only thing I could think about was how to say sorry. I knew what I was doing. I did it anyways and it could have costed me my sibling. But as I continued to spiral out of control thinking about Bianca and what I could've done over I felt an arm drape over my bomber jacket clad shoulders and the words I needed to hear for my peace sake.

"It's ok, I'm gonna be ok"

Y/ns pov:

Some things can't be undone, but I knew that I no longer needed Nico to feel pain. He doesn't have to feel all the blame, and as Will rushed up the steps to the apex of the cliff to see what was happening, I was reminded that Will was just trying to do his best. And that's ok

I'm gonna be ok