I Hate You // Cody Carson (REWRITING/ON HOLD)

Chapter 5

It's been two days since everything happened, I haven't heard from anyone and I don't know if I even want to after my conversation with Maddie. Me and Cody also have talked to each other a lot since then, nobody really knows that me and Cody actually kind of get along and can actually talk to each other, besides me and Cody. Nobody really knows because we don't talk to each other when anybody else is really around, and they think that we just stopped arguing and we just don't talk to each other.

I really never thought that it would happen, and I honestly hope that it's not him just messing with me. Because if it is he knows a lot of stuff that's going that I haven't told anybody else.

I finally got a text from Jacob saying that he's busy and will probably be busy for the rest of the time I'm on tour. I tried calling him and he wouldn't answer so I just gave up. I didn't know what else I could even do and I don't even know what he's doing. I don't know what to think about it, and I'm trying not to think about it because it'll probably just make me upset.

I got out of my bunk and nobody else was on the bus so I decided to just sit for awhile. Warped tour was over for the day so I had nothing else to do, and I wasn't going to go find anyone, because I don't know so many people on this tour.

Someone walked on the bus about ten minutes later. It was Cody, if it would've been a week ago we would be yelling at each other already. "Did you find anything out today." I really hope this isn't all a plan to just tell everybody my life and also probably make Maxx mad because I wasn't telling him all of this.

"Not really besides he finally texted me and said that he's been busy and will be busy the rest of the time that I'm on tour." Cody looked at me like I was stupid. "What." I finally just yelled.

"Something's obviously wrong, because he's not just going to be busy for almost three months." I knew that I just don't know what's going on. "I know but I can't get an answer from anybody about anything so I can't find out what's going on."

"I guess you can find something out in a couple of weeks when we're back in Florida for the dates there." I nodded. "I didn't even think about that."

"I don't think anybody else did either, because if they did they probably wouldn't have done the things they've done or said the things that they did, if they remembered that you'd be back in a couple of weeks." Cody smiled at me before grabbing a drink from the fridge. "Waiting is going to suck though."

"I want to know how no one has figured out that we're not ready to kill each other every time that we're in the same room." He said changing the subject. "Because we don't talk to each other very much when we're around them and when we do talk it's at times like this where we don't even know where anyone else is at." I said laughing

"I guess that is true." We didn't talk very much longer before I decided to go to bed, partly because I was very tired and I haven't been getting up early enough.

I didn't sleep though all I could do was think about everything, and want it to be two weeks later. I slept for about twenty minutes then woke up. After that all I did was lay there and think. I ended up crying and never going back to sleep.

I wish I never came on this tour, I would still have a best friends and still be talking to my boyfriend. I just got up at some point because I gave up on trying to sleep. I got ready and then walked outside of the bus for awhile. It wasn't to hot outside yet so it was nice to just sit out here, and it was actually kind of cold on the bus currently.

When I walked back on the bus everyone was up. I went back to my bunk and grabbed my phone and walked back off the bus. I didn't really want to talk to anyone and I knew if I did they would want to know what's wrong and I wouldn't be able to tell them without crying.

I decided to just go set some stuff up, because the if I got it done know I would have all the time until they started to let people in. Cody came and helped a little then went to do something, I honestly don't know what it was. We didn't talk very much because he knew what was wrong and there really wasn't anything else to talk about.

I really also don't want to talk to anyone because I would end up crying the most likely yelling at them because I'm upset and mad about the whole situation. I also didn't want it to be Maxx because I haven't told him any of this, and Cody is the only person that knows so I would have to tell him that I told Cody because I couldn't just avoid it while telling the story.

The day unexpectedly went by fast. I still didn't want to talk to anyone so once I got on the bus went straight to my bunk. I was really tired since I didn't sleep last night also. I didn't think that I would be able to sleep or be able to sleep very well, but I actually went to sleep pretty fast and slept the whole night until someone woke me up.

I didn't know who it was or even what time it was. It ended up being Cody he wanted to know what was going on and why I didn't talk to anyone yesterday. It was actually only six in the morning and we had just got there. I don't think that very many other people were up. We out of the bus because I still didn't want anyone to hear, and I was only telling Cody because he already knew about it.

"What is going on?" Cody actually looked really concerned, probably because he knew everything that was going on. "The same thing that's been going on, except not last night but the night before I only got twenty minutes of sleep and the rest of the time I was just up worrying about everything." I was already crying and I didn't want to talk anymore.

Cody pulled me into a hug, this is something that I thought would never happen. "Try not to think about it until we're there, and just try to have fun."This whole situation would be way worse if me and Cody still hated each other, or he didn't know what was going on.

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I know it's short but I'm kind of tired and I'm going to update tomorrow and hopefully it'll be longer.

Thank you for being so patient for this and waiting. Also thanks for reading. ✌🏼️🐢🌚