Mr. Heartbreaker | Lee Felix |

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Xiu's POV

I looked at the sky as soon as I stepped outside the airport. It's been a long time since I have been here in Korea- no one stopped me to go here but it was my choice not to.

That day... it broke my heart. It felt like I was shattered into pieces and never became whole again. Every time I think about it, it breaks my heart so much. In China, I was crying the first few months I got there, there are times that I would try to call him. Luckily, my friends knew how hardheaded I am. They would stop me always.

Felix is the most wonderful gift that ever came to my life. He changed me. I felt like I am different when I am with him, I felt so real. Fuck... but I didn't know that someone else's mistake would break me.

...that it would shatter me into pieces.

I still remember when he was so scared that I would hurt him or break his heart, but instead he broke mine. Fate played with us very well. If only I knew that it was my Mon we were looking for, I would'v stopped myself from falling for him.

Maybe that would prevent me from getting my heart broken. If only I knew, I wouldn't be this desperate to see him again.

"Xiu." Hyunhoon greeted as soon as he saw me then opened his arms, welcoming me for a hug

I hurriedly ran and hugged him tight, "I missed you."

"I'm glad you're back. I hope things will go well now, Xiu." Hyunhoon said while caressing my back

He knew, as well as Hyunjin. They both knew that I am still in love with Felix. I promised myself I won't be with someone else if it wasn't him. Heaven knows how much I wanted to be with Felix.

At first, my brothers would stop me from talking about Felix or would go crazy about him. Eventually, they just let me but they would always give me crazy advices which I don't really follow... I do have some realizations though. I think that's enough.

Hyunhoon drove the car to our house, and I just fell asleep. Almost an hour after, we finally arrived home. Hyunjin just took my luggages along with his, inside the house. He is in a hurry because his friends are waiting for him.

"What do you want to eat?" Hyunhoon asked

"Anything is fine."

"Sure." he answered and went to the kitchen

Hyunjin took over Dad's company and it really became so well when he did. Dad married another girl even though he is still married to Hyunjin and Hyunhoon's Mom, so Hyunjin put him in jail for that.

"Are you leaving already?"

"Yes." Hyunjin said

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*After going to the bar and seeing Felix wasted*

"Is he alone here?" I asked Jeongin

"Yes. He is always alone. His Dad went to states after Felix took over the company. He didn't want to be alone in their house, so he bought an apartment." Jeongin answered then left Felix's room

I tucked in Felix and let him sleep.

Original plan is to go home after sending Felix here, but Jeongin begged me to stay with him. He is supposed to staying with Felix but he has to meet someone else, so he wanted me here instead. My desperate ass said yes. Stupid.

I just took a blanket and two pillows, I brought it to the couch which where I will be sleeping. I am planning to leave tomorrow morning when Jeongin is finally here with him.

I stood at the balcony and watched the city lights which can be seen from here-

"Xiu." someone called

I turned around and saw Felix standing not far from me, he seems like he is so tired, "Hey. Did I wake you up?"

"Y-You're here." he said

"Jeongin asked me to stay behind, so I did."

He didn't talk and just stared at me. There was no expression seen from his face, I can't read him. It was like he blocked me from seeing through him. Felix is just there staring at me.

"Are you okay? Are you sober?" I asked repeatedly as I walk towards him

No response.

"Felix. Hey-"

He suddenly hugged me, really tight, it was as if he doesn't want to let me go at all, "X-Xiu."

I don't understand. Why is he acting like this? He was so desperate to make me leave and never come back when he saw me at the airport. There was no pain in his eyes at that time. Why is he doing this now? He is confusing me.

"Felix."

"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry." he kept repeating those words, and he is crying. His voice sounds like he is really sleepy, maybe because he is drunk right now.

"Hey."

"Xiu, please forgive me. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I didn't know what to do. I'm sorry, please." he kept crying between our hug

"It already happened whatever that is. Let's just forget and have a fresh start. I know you didn't want that to happen. I know you're just as confuse as I am, and I know you were so emotional. What's important is that we're going to clear things and fix it, right?"

"I'm sorry." he cried again

"It's okay. We can fix this-"

He let go of the hug and looked at me, "I'm getting married to someone else, Xiu."