You lay next to Sebastian on his bed. Slightly dozing off.
You where a maid at the Phantomhive Manor now. Everyone there was always so kind to you and you felt at home.
Well almost everyone, Ciel for some reason hated you badly.
You snapped out of you thoughts and turned to Sebastian.
"Why does the young master hate me?" You asked randomly. Sebastian sat up and looked at you.
"Where did you get that idea? I'm sure he doesn't hate you." He responded looking at a wall.
"Well...he never looks straight at me. And he always tells me that I am a mistake and should have never been born. And last time he calls me over he did this too me..." You rolled up the sleeve on your dress and showed him the purple bruise on you arm.
When you went to give Ciel his tea he threw a book at you and told you to leave.
Sebastian eyes glowed for a second before he looked up at you and smiled.
"I'll have a talk with the young master about this later."
You knew about Ciel and Sebastian contract. You also knew Sebastian was a demon. He had told you when you saw Ciel eye one night.
You also knew a little something that you probably shouldn't know. You knew that Sebastian loved you and that was the only reason he would let you stay in his room all the time.
You didn't mind it or really care about Sebastian's little crush on you though, because you where in love with Ciel.
You felt stupid knowing that you loved him although he had a fiancée. And even stupider knowing that he was abusive to you.
You smiled and hugged him
"Thank you Sebastian! Anyways...I think we should start work now."
You walked back to your room changing from your nightgown to your maid uniform.
You walked to where the others servants where and hugged Finny.
Finny blushed a color of bright red Grell, eventually Finny hugged you back lightly scared of hurting you.
"G-good morning (y/n)!" He smiled at you.
To be honest you where very beautiful. Everyone could see that but when ever you looked at yourself you felt like a monster.
••••time skip brought to you by Symmetrical 8
You and Finny work on the garden together most of the time unless Sebastian wanted you to go out to town or Mey-rin need extra help.
You smiled at Finny as you helped him trim the rose bushes.
You looked you to see Ciel glaring down at you and Finny from a second floor window. At first you worried, feeling a little scared of making a mistake in front of him. But eventually ended up blushing a little knowing that he was looking at you, but quickly regained composure and continued to work.
"(Y/n), are you ok? You seem a little sick. Are you getting a fever?" Finny questioned getting worried.
"No I'm fine, sorry I just got distracted." You lightly smiled and continued your work.
Or at least until Mey-rin called you.
"(Y/n)! The young master wants to see you! He seemed angry so I would hurry if I were you, yes I would!"
"Oh, thank you." You smile and ran to Ciel's study. You lightly knock on the door.
"Come in." You hear Ciel's muffled voice calm from behind the
wooden door.
"Y-you called me y-young m-master?" You asked nervously and you rubbed your arm.
"(Y/n), you told Sebastian about what happend, that incident... correct?" Ciel said in a calm voice while glaring daggers at you.
"Y-yes." You looked down at the ground avoiding eye contact.
"(Y/n). Look at me." Ciel growled in a harsh tone.
You looked up to stared at him. But your eyes darted around the room every now and then to break the tension.
"Sebastian can't protect you forever I hope you understand that. And Sebastian certain cannot protect you from me." As those words came out from his mouth you felt your knees shake a bit in fear.
You felt unbelievably scared of him.
"I think you deserve a punishment." He smirked and he stood up from his desk.
Out of instinct you backed up a little as he got closer.
"Please don't. I'm sorry. Please..." Tears pricked you eyes. You slowly backed up as he got closer.
He laughed a little before grabbing your wrist tightly.
"Don't try to run away from me. Unless you want to be sent back to where Sebastian got you." You thought back to those horrible memories and felt more fear gather up inside you, as well as anger.
He gripped your wrist very tightly and then pinned it above your head. He then grabbed you hip tightly making sure you wouldn't run away.
You could tell from the pressure that he was putting on your wrist and hip that there would be bruises.
As if on cue someone knocked on the door.
"Young master I have brought you your afternoon tea." Ciel let you go and walked back to his desk.
"Come in" Sebastian opened the door and you ran out of the room back to the garden. You stumbled a bit as you tried to make it to Finny.
"(Y/n)! Are you ok? You look really sick now!" Finny ran to you holding your arms.
You legs where shaking and your stomach was going crazy. Your head was pounding. You didn't want to scare Finny so you tried to smile and say you where fine.
"I-I'm fin-" was the last thing you said before you fainted.
•••Finny's POV
I watched as (Y/n) stumbled back trying to make her was back. He legs where shaking and she looked like she was about to vomit.
I quickly ran to her grabbing her hands lightly and trying to see if she was ok.
"I-I'm fin-" was the last thing she said before she fainted.
"(Y/n)!" I grabbed her in my arms being extra careful and brought her to her room.
I laid her down on her bed and stared at her. It looked like she was about to cry.
Did the young master hurt her? He wouldn't ever hit her right?
I wonder what happened...
••••••••••••••••••
Hey so what do you all think? :3
Sebastian: if Ciel hurt her-
Me: SPOILER SHE DIES!
Sebastian: *eyes glow*
Me:....or maybe not
Finny: I hope (Y/n) is ok!
Ciel: she's mine.
Finny: ;-;
Me: WTF CIEL! -whispers- run reader-chan!
*Edited June 21* ♢
