Chapter Seventeen

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"(Y/n) do you love him?" Sebastian's voice was soft but I could still sense the annoyance in his voice.

"Love who?" A small smile edging onto my lips. Sebastian pinned me against a wall looking somewhat frustrated.

"Don't play games with me (Y/n) you know exactly how I'm talking about." Sebastian's comforting red eyes seemed to have changed into a glare piercing into me. My small smile flattened and tears brimmed my eyes.

"Y-yes..." I mumbled while flinching.

"(Y/n) tell me the truth! If you really 'loved' him you would've accepted his proposal in the garden."

"Stop it.......just leave me alone...I'm going to go help Mey-rin with her chores....." not bothering to look up to see his expressuon now I squeezed out of his grip and walked away.

♤♡♤♡♤♡time skip

"Young master, I've brought you some tea." I knocked on the wooden door of Ciel's study.

Hearing a muffled yes I opened the door carrying a tray of tea in my hands.

"Is there anything else I could do for you?" I ask while setting a cup of tea in front of Ciel.

"You could stay with me...." I looked up at Ciel. But he didn't seem to be mad.

"Of course..." I stood in front of him. I could feel my face heating up. Silent moments like this where always awkward and embarrassing.

"You're such a lovely sight (Y/n), I just hope yow know how much you mean to me." Looking up at Ciel he seemed emotionless as he took a sip of tea his eyes glued to a document.

"Thank you young master, but I'm really not all that lovely...." the last part of the sentence was more muffled out and difficult to hear.

"Nonsense, (Y/n) you're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. Not even including that you're lovely voice, personality, and your forgiving heart..." before I knew it Ciel was in front of me twirling my hair in his fingers.

"(Y/n)......" looking back at him I could see him leaning in, did he want a kiss? Should I avoid this? He wants a kiss what should I do?

Bracing for the impact of his rough kiss I was greeted by a warm hug. Opening my eyes I could see his arms wrapped around me and his face buried in my shoulder.

"(Y/n)...don't you ever forget, I love you with all my heart, my every being, please forgive me?" His voice was now soft and hushed.

Nodding my head I buried my face into his shoulder. "I- I forgive you..."

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Ugh it so hard to write these shirt chapters! How short is short? Are there too short?

Sorry I haven't updated for so long I've just been kinda stressed maybe I'll talk about it some other time if you guys don't mind. Bleh

Anyways I'm gonna delete that little author note, "lame ass excuse" before I upload these short chapters.

Ciel: what? You leave for whole months at a time and come back with only two chapters? DID YOU EVEN CHECK YOUR SPELLING?

Me: nah I'll do that later

Sebastian: and by later do you mean many months later when you correcting spelling mistakes instead of writing new chapters. Honestly, so many people you are letting down.

Ciel: You're a horrible author! And...and you're short!

Me: stfu you flat ass fucking blue berry toaster s-

Sebastian: that's enough!

Me: that fucker I'm not even that fucking short

Sebastian: enough already, honestly I don't know which of you gives me a bigger headache.

(Sorry if my chapters have been shit I'm trying but I'm being dumb right now sorry sorry sorry ♡♡♡)

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