Chapter four

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~Ciel's POV

My legs gave out on me and I fell to the ground. Kneeling besides (Y/n), she looked like a broken doll. I moved my knees towards her. Elizabeth sobbing uncontrollably as Sebastian escorts her away, I'll have to apologize to her later for traumatizing her.

Finny was still in shock unable to move an inch. Mei-rin and Bardroy had just walked in.

"Hey Finny what the bloody hell happened h- (Y/n)! Don't just stand there we need to help out!" I hear Bardroy yell. I didn't care I scooted closer till my knees where touching the pool of blood.

This is all my fault. If I wasn't so jealous...

No! This isn't my fault! She was out of control, I was just putting her back in here place I thought to myself before standing up.

"Sebastian!" I call out before noticing he was by my side. "Clean this mess up." "Yes my lord."

~Sebastian's POV

"Bardroy, Mei-Rin, clean this up I'll take care of (Y/n)" I said while picking up (Y/n). I glanced up at Finny who was still frozen in fear. Unsure of what to say I waked off. I sighed as I looked down at (Y/n) see was so beautiful. Even in a bad condition like this see still looked like a doll. Sadly, this time she looked like a broken doll.

~Your POV

Each hit blurred out your vision more and more you felt blood poring from your head and other wounds that now decorated your body. But then it all went numb and you felt as if it didn't matter. Tears spilled from your eyes and splattered onto the ground mixing with your blood.

You didn't care. You smiled slightly, if I die I don't care, you wouldn't care either... Right, Ciel

The name Ciel echoed in your head before fading out. You lost too much blood and you knew it.

Then it all faded to black.

>>>DREAM<<<

♪Hey can you hear me I called out your name~
You could hear a light melody playing somewhere out in the distance. You stood in a grassy meadow with red, yellow and blue flowers adding bright splashes of colors to the green sight.

It was beautiful.

You looked down to see you were wearing a white knee length summer dress. Looking back up a blue butterfly is gently flying towards you. You reached your hand out to it. Right as the butterfly made contact with your arm the light melody stopped.

The flowers slowly and painfully withered away. The sky darkened and clouds covered the sky. The butterfly was still it's bright blue but your outfit had changed.

Now you where wearing a black dress with a white rose in your hand. Then slowly the world began to cave in and your body jerked downwards.

>>End of Dream<<

You jerked upwards gasping for air. Pain shot up to your head and sides. Tears pricked at your eyes.

You couldn't care less about that though. You quickly scanned your surroundings and noticed you where in Sebastian's room. You jumped off the bed holding your side before collapsing onto the floor.

You took a moment to see that you where wearing one of Sebastian's shirts. You blushed lightly hoping that it was Mei-Rin that dressed you.

You lifted the shirt enough to to see a bloody bandage covering your right side. You hear footsteps rushing there way to the door before the door opened up and you saw Ciel standing their.

You quickly cover yourself up again and rush to you feet. Slightly flinching at his presence.

"I see you doing better. I expect you to begin work soon." Was all he said before leaving. But there was something different, was he blushing? You where confused at first but then rushed to your room to dress your self.

You quickly change into your maid outfit and speed walked to the kitchen. Where you saw Bardroy holding a flamethrower at a meat dish.

"BARDROY!! NUU!" You yell at him as he turns around with a surprised look.

"(Y/n)! You're doing better! Thank goodness!" He said before running up to hug you. As his hand made contact with your right side you flinched enough for him to notice.

"(Y/n)....you're not really fine are you?" You glanced up at him slightly before shyly shaking your head no.

He sighed loudly before picking you up bridal style and carrying you to your room. You blush a crimson red but you don't complain, after all he was probably right.

•••Ciel's POV
(Before you and Bardroy has your conversation)

I marched my way into (y/n)'s room to check if she was doing fine. I have a sort if guilty feeling that won't let me leave the house till I check on her. But then again...

That stupid brat thinks she could just take a day off like that.

I sighed as I got to her door. When she wakes up, if she wakes up should I apologize to her? I shake my head a bit and push her door open.

I have been doing this since I knocked her out. I feel as if the servants don't respect me as much.

Before they looked up at me, for saving them. But now I feel as if they think I'm a monster.

When I open the door I see that (Y/n) is awake. She automatically gets up from her position on the ground. I blush slightly at the fact that now she know I was checking up on her.

I lightly growl. This little brat is going to make me insane.

I open the door to my study and sit down closing my eyes, all I can imagine is her stupid face covered in blood and tears.

God I love her

Sorry for not updating sooner!!!
>3<

Hope you liked it!!
(There might be a little Sebastian x reader next chapter)

Sebastian: I hope to see you soon (Y/n)

Ciel: *growl* stay away from her

Me: woah rude....

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