This scene. This infamous scene. This scent of blood. The feeling of pain. Feeling memories of horror, unimaginable horror. Those people who hurt me.
My "lover". My lover whom abuses me, not to mention he has a fiancé....or....my "lover" whom is a demon out to eat my masters soul.
I sat on Ciel's bed shaking watching his every movement. The idea of trying to sleep away this pain was useless. Seeing as he woke you up just to scold you. Now he paced back and forth glaring at me every now and then.
He sent another cold glare before walking towards me and grasping tightly onto my shoulders. Ciel looked at me straight in the eyes while slowly pushing me down on the bed. His face got closer to mine. I blushed at the fact the he was now towering over me. But deep down I was hoping he wouldn't hurt me.
I looked away avoid eye contact. Only to have him tightly grip my jaw force me to look into his eyes. Ciel then quickly landed a sloppy kiss on my lips. My eyes widened in surprise as I attempt to push him off. Tears once again rolled down my cheeks. After what seemed like forever he finally released the grip on my jaw.
"P-please no more...." I begged looking up at him.
A chaotic smirk appeared on his lips before he spoke again,"I love seeing you beg." I attempted to push him away again as he moved on hand griping my wrist and pinning them in place above my head.
Memories off that horrible place that had kept me I'm trapped for so long flashed thought my mind again but I couldn't find the strength to push him away. I felt weak, useless, hopeless. Yet I felt as if I couldn't blame him, he didn't know what I've been through only that it was bad enough to give me haunt me till today. But then again what gave him the right to just do this to you?
"Ciel please n-no" instead he moved his hand up my dress. Caressing my thigh. Slowly lifting his hand higher to rub slow circles on my hip. Ciel's cold fingers slowly pull at my panties.
"Ciel no! Please no no no!" I screamed letting even more tears fall. I thrashed my legs around hitting only air.
A light knock on the door saved me before things could get worse. Ciel got up leaving me to silently sob alone. I looked away from the doorway so who ever walked in couldn't see my tear stained face. I hugged my knees tightly to my chest.
"Come in"
I tilted my head enough to see that Sebastian walked in the room with a fake smile displayed on him lips.
"Your fiancée has come for a visit. It must be urgent seeing as it is late." Sebastian said in a happy tone.
"What the hell is Elizabeth doing visiting at this time!?" Ciel mumbled slamming the door on his way out.
Seconds later Sebastian opened the door again and walked toward me. His crimson eyes slightly more comforting that usual. Sebastian slowly kneeled by me making sure not to startle me.
A few more tears escaped. But Sebastian wiped them away.
"(Y/n)........why do you stay?" His voice was soft as he gave me a sympathetic look. Gently stroking my face and pulling me into a tight embrace.
I practically melted into the hug. Wanting to feel love like this more often.
"I'm sorry Sebastian...." I mumbled silently. Tracing over the bruises and cuts clearly visible on my arms.
I could hear Ciel yell something at Elizabeth and begin loudly stomping upstairs. Elizabeth yelled back something and I could hear her quick footsteps racing up the stairs as well.
