Pathetic

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Where do I start with my pathetic sob story? It feels like a movie. You know where the little girls dad dies at a young age and she has to live with the fact she will grow up without a dad. I'm pathetic and I know it. My mom has been on my butt about good grades and school. It's the middle of Summer! I still wear jeans in the summer. I don't care if it's hot outside. So today is my lazy day. Sitting on my butt watching movies and eating ice cream. I just finished watching Fantastic Four. I love Marvel! I'm a big superhero fan. I finished my tub of ice cream and had a instant brain freeze. I hate these things!
My life is so boring all I do is lay around watching as men walk in and out of my mothers life. How fun! I hate every single face that walks through that door. I tossed the tub into the trash an decided to take a nap. I'm so full of energy... Sarcasm. I'm full of sarcasm and smart remarks. My mom says I get that from my dad. However I get my sweet caring side from my mom. My life feels like a broken record. It repeats itself over and over again. For the last 9 years it's been that way ever sense my father died in a car accident. What do expect when your drinking and going over the speed limit?
I hate it when people give me that pity look in their eyes. I just hate it! I don't need anyone's pity. All I need is my father. Alive. And watching movies and eating ice cream with me. That's all we did when I was little. Besides playing football. I was a daddy's little girl. Sports were my life. Now my life is movies, food, and sleep. In that order. I like it when you've had a rough day and just lay on your bed and it feels like a cloud. Well it doesn't feel like that when you lay on our couch. Sometimes but not all the times. Sometimes I wished I had siblings but on second thought seeing the way my uncle treats my mother. Basically they fight all the time. I hate my uncle. You're probably thinking geez Hayley you hate a lot of things. You're right... I do.

I decided to update this again tonight since the last chapter was short~ Kenlee Faith❤️❤️

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