Everything I Want

Maya

 As I come back to life, I can feel my heart start to beat again. My chest filling with new life. The blood rushing in my veins again. Hear a song in my mind, but no one is singing in reality. But the music is so sweet. 

"Like a small boat on the ocean. Sending big waves into motion. Like how a single word can make a heart open. I might only have one match, but I'll make an explosion. All those things I didn't say. Wrecking balls inside my brain. I will scream them loud tonight. Can you hear my voice this time? This is my fight song. Take back my life song. Prove I'm alright song. My powers turned on. Starting right now I'll be strong. I'll play my fight song. And I don't really care if nobody else believes cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me. Looking friends and I'm chasing sleep. Everybody's worried about me. In too deep say I'm in too deep. And it's been two years. I miss my home. But there's a fire burns Nguyen in my bones. Still believe. Yeah I still believe. And all those things I didn't say. Wrecking balls inside my brain. I will scream them loud tonight. Can you hear my voice this time? This is my fight song. Take back my life song. Prove I'm alright song. My powers turned on. Starting right now I'll be strong. I'll play my fight song. And I don't really care if nobody believes. Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me. A lot of fight left in me. Like a small boat on the ocean. Sending big waves into motion. Like how a single word can make a heart open. I might only have one match but I'll make an explosion. This is my fight song. Take back my life song. Prove I'm alright song. My powers turned on. Starting right now I'll be strong. I'll play my fight song. And I don't really care if nobody else believes. Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me. No I've still got a lot of fight left in me." 

I've still got fight left in me. I need to show Lucas. I'm still alive. Just move. Just a little bit. Wiggle my tore or something. Trying with all my might, I manage to move my toes up and down. I slowly lift my pointer finger. I need something bigger. Something to catch his attention. I need to open my eyes.