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Joey's pov

So today is the day me and my boyfriend Shane Dawson come out to the world. Yes i'm still a bit nervous but i'm ready to do this. We set up the camera and i was about to press record.

Joey: You ready to do this?

Shane: Ready.

I hit record. Shane imediatley turned pale.

Joey: Shane--are you--

Shane: No i'm not fucking ok alright i don't want to fucking do this.

Joey: W-what do you mean.

Shane: Don't you get it if we come out the amount of fucking hate we're gonna get is going to be awful.

Shane placed his face in his palms and walked out of view of the camera. I turned off the camera. I walked over to him and placed my hand on his shoulder.

Joey: If you weren't ready to do this you could've just told me i didn't know you weren't ready.

Shane: I was ready.

Joey: Then what hapened?

Shane: I don't want to come out do you know how fucking embarassing that is fuck this shit i'm going back to Lisa's.

Shane grabbed his keys and stormed out the door slamming it and leaving me confused and in tears. Why was he acting this way?

Shane's POV:

I drove off down the street and could feel tears flooding my eyes. I didn't know why I did it, but I didn't want to embarrass myself in front of all of our viewers.

I arrived at lisa's place and i guess lisa already say me because she came running out to greet me.

Lisa: Oh my god what are you doing here

Shane: I want you back so badly please.

Lisa's face lit up and she smiled

Lisa: yes yes i've been waiting for this day so long thank you.

I weakly smiled and we kissed but i felt nothing compared to joey. Oh well i'll probably get over it soon.

Joey's pov

I was lying on my bed this is the only spot i've been in three days. Three days since shane left and broke my heart. In these three days i've been cut from society no twitter no instagram no nothing. I'm just too sad and torn to do anything.

My stomach grumbled. I had eaten hardly anything. I got up and walked to the kitchen. Almost all of the food was expired and spoiled.

Joey: Ugh.

I grabbed my keys and went out the door. I guessed I'd just have to eat out, today.

I went to urth cafe since i was just feeling in the mood for it. I walked in the resturant and sat down quickly ordering my food but then i saw it. Shane and that bitch lisa sitting a few tables away i can't fucking believe this. When my food came i just got a to go box and left in tears. I can't believe him.

Shane's POV:

I sat at my table and Lisa kept talking. I was on the bridge of falling asleep, but when her heard the door fling open, I saw Joey exiting the cafe.

I immediately ran after him.

Shane: Joey, wait!

I made my way out the door, but he kept walking.

Shane: JOEY!

Joey: What the actual fuck do you want shane

He turned around and glared and i saw tears stinging at his eyes. I started to walk towards him but he backed away.

Joey: Don't touch me bitch.

He walked got into his car and drove. I stood in the parking lot alone watching him drive away.

Joey's POV:

So unbelievable i bet you he just wanted to tell me how in love he was with lisa. My phone buzzed and i had just got home and i checked it. Shane had just posted something on twitter yes i have notifications for when he posts things don't judge me. The tweet said

Out to lunch with my beautiful girlfriend love this bitch

Below it was a picture of them kissing i was even more heart broken.

Tears started stinging my eyes and before I knew it, the tears were pouring out of me. I thought he loved me, but it was Lisa all along. Shane was too embarrased to be seen with me.

I pulled into my driveway, and made my way inside. I sprawled out on my bed, and dug into my food. Surprisingly, it helped cope with the pain.

But it didn't help enough my chest was literally hurting from the heartbreak. I can't take this anymore i threw my food on the ground and stormed to the bathroom. I looked through my cabinet and i found the blade i promised myself not to use again. I also grabbed a pill bottle and slid down the wall crying my eyes out.

I took the blade in my hand and dug it into my wrist. The blood poured out of my veins, but somehow the pain was gone.

Shane's POV:

I started getting worried about Joey.

Shane: Hey, Lisa, I'm gonna head back to my place, now, okay?

She grabbed my hand.

Lisa: Stay? Please?

I had to make up an excuse

Shane: I need to go get my stuff before joey messes with it.

Lisa: Ok just come back soon.

I dashed out to my car and quickly sped to joey's i had a really bed feeling about today but i'm not sure what it is. I ran inside and looked around everything looked normal. I rushed through the house when i finally came to joey's bathroom. I took in a shaky breath and pushed the door open the sight horrified me.

Joey's wrist was slit open and a blood stained towel was placed underneath him. Joey gripped a blade in one hand, shakily.

Shane: Joey! What do you think you're doing?

I rushed to take the blade from his hand, and Joey looked up at me; his face was stained with tears.

Joey: It hurts.

I kneeled next to him and and wiped the blood off with a warm towel. I noticed the pill bottle and thankfully it was still full.

Shane: Why would you do this

Joey: My heart ache wouldn't let up i needed relief.

Shane: Don't do this ever again. You'll get yourself killed.

Joey: That was the intention.

I wrapped a bandage around his wrists, cafefully.

Joey's POV:

I felt safe when he sat beside me, taking care of my wounds.

He lifted me up and carried me to bed and carefully laid me down. He wrapped his warm arms around me and I buried my face in his chest crying.

Shane: Joey i'm so sorry i want to be with you so bad i was an idiot to leave you i'm sorry.

I didn't say anything, and continued crying. I wanted to be with him, too, but I didn't know how to forgive him for what he did. He wrapped his arms around me.

Joey: I... I want to be with you to. Just don't leave me like that. Ever again.

I inched closer to him and curled up, beside him.

Shane: Joey i swear i will never do that again how about tomorrow afternoon we can come out to everyone i promise.

I smiled and looked up at him

Joey: Thank you so much i love you shane.

Shane: I love you too.