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[Probably the cutest one shot i've ever written oh yea, and there's a bit of smut in here just cause ;)]

Joey's pov

Life is a fucking bitch. I've tried to keep positive and be nice to everyone that i've met but life still decided to fuck me in the ass. You might be wondering why i'm complaning about things that nearly everyone complains about. The reason why is because i've lost my sense of sight and basically my sense of touch.

I've lost all feeling in my legs so i'm pretty much as useless as it gets. I still have my hearing, sense of smell, and sense of taste. I still have feeling in my arms and everything but i'm still absolutely miserable.

Now you're wondering how i got in this situation right? Well, let me think back.

Flashback.

It was very late at night in L.A. Shane and I had the music blasting. My hair was way too long so it literally towered above my head, yes i needed a hair cut. Oh yea, and shane's my boyfriend, by the way.

Anyways, it was around two am since we finally got away from an amamyng party. We were carelessly singing to a random song and we were having the best time. Shane's hand was linked with mine and i couldn't be happier.

We were at a stop light and i saw a car zooming towards us right towards shane's side. I instantly lunged over to his side and right as i got in front of him the car made contact with ours.

The sound of glass breaking and car parts splitting was deafeningly loud. I remembered something sharp entering my neck and i passed out.

When i woke up the doctors were all surrounding me looking shocked. Apparently i was on the brink of death, but my body managed to push through and i was just barely alive again. They got me to a stable place and then they told me the news.

Shane was alright with just a few scratches, but i'm unbelievably lucky. Apparently a shard of glass had lodged itself into my brain stem, i'm not fully paralyzed but i'm not normal either. I only saw blurry figures after an hour of being awake, then my vision went fully black.

Then i couldn't feel anything, i couldn't feel the bed sheets in my hands or my own body. My entire body just felt numb. And Worst of all, i couldn't feel shane's face. Just that thought hurt my heart so fucking much. Thankfully i got realeased after being there for a few weeks and shane took me home.

Flashback over.

Now here i am, perfectly useless, i can't even get into bed on my own. Although my doctors did say there was a very slim possibility that my brain stem may heal and i could be all better but it's unlikely.

Shane's pov

It was another day with joey, i love him to pieces and he always comes first, i'm just so sad that he can't do hardly anything for himself. Why did he have to save me from the crash? Why did he have to lose two of his censes? Why didn't i protect him instead?

These questions infect my mind everyday and my guilt grows by the hour. It was now morning time and joey finally woke up. His eyes still had that beautiful green color they were just hazed over and a bit dull. He still looked so fucking adorable. Each morning i stare into his eyes and i just fall in love with him again.

Shane: Good morning my love.

Joey: Good morning shane, did you sleep well?

Shane: With you in my arms i did.

He giggled and pushed his arms against the bed helping himself sit up. I lightly pecked his lips and he sighed when he heard our lips click.

Shane: Lips still numb?

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