Random Youtuber One Shots

My Light

Joey's pov

I've never thought of committing suicide i really haven't. The thought of either painlessly or slowly ending your own existence terrified me so i pushed it out of my mind. But with all i've been through every rope looks more amazing. Every knife is a bit more tempting every time i see one.

I wouldn't have to feel like this if it weren't for him. His name is daniel he is.....was the reason i had he world. My world was him but now he's my destruction.

We used to laugh and kiss we made love to eachother with such passion you would think we were angels. Our love was so strong you would think we were unbreakable. But i was horribly wrong.

Actually let's talk about it. Love is a very strange thing. You can either have the beautiful amazing love that is strongly built and firm. You get care and compassion along with every other sweet thing. Now there's another type of love. This love is twisted and dark it just has you wondering how the actual fuck did you end up in that situation. You struggle you feel pain but you can't help loving that person so much it hurts.

Sadly i got put into the second type of love but i'm not sure if this is love anymore. I'm basically his slave. When he says i love you he doesn't mean it. That's just another excuse he uses to get into my pants.

I'm so fucking sick of living in this rotation. It starts with him ignoring me then he apologizes i forgive him like an idiot and it happens again.

The only reason i haven't put an end to this piece of shit i call my life is because i have a light in my darkness. His name is shane he's my best friend and almost brother. He has kept me from cutting half the time and he's ultimatley kept me from dying. He has been my safe haven in this dangerous life.

But i can't take this anymore i just can't. Daniel's evil and torment has pushed me past my breaking point. My brain is broken and it can no longer be fixed. Daniel was out and i chose now to end it all.

Since shane was there for me i sent him a final message.

Shane's pov

Something felt off about today and i couldn't figure out what. I had just talked to joey and he was fine, my youtube is fine, i'm fine what's the matter. I had this feeling right in the core of my gut that wasn't letting up. It wasn't pain it was worry.

My phone lit up and it buzzed telling me i had a message. I picked it up and saw it was from joey. I quickly unlocked my phone and opened it.

Joey <3: Shane i'm sending you my final message you won't be hearing from me again. I'm sorry but i can't take life anymore don't you dare think it's your fault you've been my angel. Now i can be yours i'll be watching you. But daniel has made this so hard i just can't take it. Please tell my fans for me i can't do it. Goodbye forever.

I dropped my phone and ran to the kitchen snatching up my keys. I dashed out the door and i was only wearing sweatpants. But clothing couldn't mean less to me when my hurt angel is hurting more. I shoved the key into my ignition and quickly drove to the joey's house. I was silently praying he was still there alive and partially happy.

I pulled into his driveway and pushed my way through the door scowering the house.

Shane: Joey if you don't fucking come out right now i'm gonna cry.

I had one last room to go to. It was his bathroom and pounded on the door.

Shane: Joey LET ME IN.

Joey: J-just go a-away.

I sighed in relief thankful he was still alive.

Shane: Joey yo-you can't do this think about your fans think about your family.....think about....me.