Instantly Falling For You l.s

Chapter 30

Louis' P.O.V

The whole dinner was quiet Fizzy didnt eat her food she just twirled her fork onto the plate not bothering on looking up nor speaking to mum. When mum excused us to leave the table I followed Fizzy up to her room, I wasnt done talking to her. There is alot of things she hasnt explained to me. When we got to the top Fizzy almost shut the door in my face but didnt when I put my foot. She rolled her eyes and walked to her bed sitting down. I closed the door behind me and took a deep breath before walking towards her.

"Fizzy speak to me" I quietly spoke. She nodded and grabbed a pillow and put it on her lap. I sat next to her and she moved away quickly. I put my hand on her thigh and she yelled.

"Stop please!" Her eyes filled with tears. She went to the corner of her bed and curled into a ball. I felt a gasp leave my lips, I didnt know what to say. Is she scared of me? What did I fo to her to be scared of me?

"Louis can you please leave?" She begged not looking at me at all.

"Fiz are you scared of me?" I asked wanting her to answer me. She stayed quiet just rocking her own body bacl and fourth. I felt a limp growing in my throat. I scare her. Is it my tattoos? My piercings? My personality? Questions were rushing through my mind. I got up and looked at her my eyes were watery I cant believe my own sister was scared of me. I wanted to say something but nothing left my mouth. I turned around and walked out her room towards my room. I sat down on my tiny bed and ran my hands through my messy hair.

Fizzy's P.O.V

"Fiz are you scared of me?" I heard my brother Louis say with sadness on his words. I didnt want to speak I was scared if the truth came out of my mouth, so I didnt respond. Im not scared of Louis it's just that...i dont know. Why did I yell why did I have to make things worse. Im so stupid! I heard him shut my door and I started sobbing. He's gonna think Im scared of him now! I hate my life im so worthless whats the whole point on living? I heard a soft knock on my dokr and I froze. Please dont be him Please! I begged my insides. The door opened revealing my mum. I let out a small relief sigh.

"Honey how you feeling?" My mum's soft voice filled my room.

"Im fine mum thanks" I wiped my eyes and sniffed beacuse of my running nose. I looked up at her and she gave me a weak small smile.

"Félicité honey why are you crying?" My mum walked towrdse and hugged me. I didnt want to break down in front of her it will make me look weak. I bit the inside of my cheek so it can stop me from crying. No ones likes you! No one cares about you they just pretend to care your just a worthless bitch! My mind kept telling me.

"Honey Im home!" I heard the familiar voice fill yhe whole house. I turned around to see what time it was and it read 9:57 P.M. My mum got up and walked out the room shutting the door behind her. I let out a heavy sigh as I remember tomorrow we have school. Never have I ever hated school so much. Everyone one called just because of a rumor that I liked girls. Ever since then I lost all my friends and things started happening at home when my father found out. I started to self- harm which sent me to wanting to end my life but the only reason im still here is beacuse of my little sisters. I love them even Lottie and Louis no matter how annoying and rude Lottie can be I still love her. I laid my back on the bed and closed my eyes. I turned off my light and drifted off to sleep.

Harry's P.O.V

I ran inside my house and heard laughter. I slowly walked up my room not wanting Damien nor my mum to see me. But I failed Damien saw me and called me over to the kitchen.

"Harry come on over" Damien had a big smile on his lips which made me confused. I walked into the kitchen and saw people I had no idea who they were.