Instantly Falling For You l.s

Chapter 74

Louis P.O.V

I rushed my way out the bathroom accidentally bumping into someone.

"Oh, hello Louis" Zoe said with a huge smile plastered onto her caked faced.

"Uh, Hi Zoe" I said walking passed by she quickly grabbed my hard.

"Why such a rush?" Zoe got close to me pushing me against the wall. My eyes widen and I let out a small laugh.

"Whoa Zoe, uh I'm not interested" I pushed her away lightly. She let out a huff with a furrowed brow.

"Come on Louis, I dont mind you being a little rough" She whispered in my ear making sure to lightly bite on it. I tilted my head to my side and I saw Harry standing there with his eyes wide open filled with tears. I quickly pushed Zoe off of me and Zoe squealed. Harry turned around and started to walk out the school doors making me run after him leaving an angry Zoe behind. I opened the doors and I see Harry walking down the stairs.

"Harry! Harry wait!" I yelled trying to get his attention, Harry kept rushing down the stairs so I quickened my pace and grabbed his shoulder.

"Harry wait" I said between pants.

"What do you want" Harry's voice sounds hurt and I felt a pain on my chest.

"What's wrong?" I asked letting go of him. Harry let out a small fake laugh along with a nod.

"Whats wrong? Are you serious? Gosh you're so stupid!" Harry's lip trembled. I looked at him with an blank stare.

"Consider me stupid then, I have no idea what is happening. Why are you so upset?" I shoved my hands in my pocket and Harry closed his eyes.

"Nothing" He said before trying to walk again my to my fast reflexes I hot his arm.

"Why do you think you can always shut me out? This doesn't work like this Harry!" My voice raised and Harry huffed.

"What doesn't work huh? I don't need you Louis, my life was better off without anyways, so I can shut you off any damn time I want!" I yelled, Louis backed away and I saw something in his eyes but I couldn't describe what it was.

"Wow, guess the faggot does have the guts to finally defend himself" I said pushing him making him tumble backwards.

"Ive always defended myself Louis! You dont know anything about me which is different" Harry stood still pointing his index finger towards me.

"Why do you hate me? What have I done?" Harry's eyes were shot red, his nose was red and his lips were a darker red than usual.

"I dint hate you Harry, If i hated you I would've never been there for you like that one time when Damien was on the edge of beating you to death huh, who was there to help you? Or that one time Jake was saying shit to you on the soccer field? Who defended you? Or that one fucking time when Damien almost raped you! Huh you can defend yourself, think again Harry" I yelled, I didn't notice that I was pushing Harry every time I was saying something. Harry stayed quiet and I laughed.

"Exactly Harry, so I know you can't shut me out fuck I even know you need me" I whispered. Harry kept nodded his head and my vision was blurred.

"I hate you." Harry whispers, he quickly shoves me back and I grab his wrists.

"I hate you! I hate how you are always there for me! I hate how you made me feel about you! I hate how every time i see you in the hall ways my heart skips a fucking beat! I hate seeing you with other girls but not me! I hate how you always protect me! I just hate everything about you, but the most thing I hate is that I fell for you so hard!" Harry cried trying to get his hand out of my grip, I let go of his arms and looked at him with my eyes widen.

"Niall warned me about you but I'm such a fool for actually believing I would've a chance with you. I feel like I'm waiting for something that isn't going to happen, I wished that one day I can walk through that hallway without imagining myself attacking you with hugs, kissing you in front of everyone but it's all in my head" Harry laughed. But I knew it was a fake laugh. I was speechless he's telling me how he feels about me and to be honest I feel my chest ache.

"I know you didn't want to lead me to conclusions whenever you kissed me, but I never understood why? Why you would kiss me? They didn't mean anything to you! So why did you play with me! You're so selfish Louis, you took my virginity for fuck sake" Harry whispered the last part. Harry and I both stayed quiet and Harry raised an eyebrow.

"Are you gonna say anything?" Harry asked looking at me straight in the eyes. I looked down and ran a hand through my hair.

"Okay" He whispered, I saw his legs turn the opposite way and I raised my head. Harry's back was faced me and he turned around to look at me again.

"Just please stay away from me, don't talk to me anymore" His tone was hurt and my chest my hurting badly. Harry turned around and started walking away, I didn't stop him this time. I looked as Harry turned the corner and I quickly let out my tears.

Harry's P.O.V

I felt so numbed, I couldn't feel anything. I opened the door of my house and walked in the empty home. I made my way towards my room and closed the door behind me making sure to lock it behind me. I started to cry harder when I walked toward the small box on my desk. I quickly picked it up and opened it slowly picking up a razor. I grabbed a paper and pencil and started to scribble down whatever my mind was saying, I quickly put the pencil down and I pulled my sweater sleeve up and started to make cuts, I didn't feel anything. The tears kept running down when I saw my whole wrist covered in dark red liquid. I didn't stop, I cut up, down, side ways trying to feel any pain. I did on last cut but this one was going down my arm, I dug the razor onto my skin and slowly dragged it down my arm. I let go of the razor when I felt both my feet making me tumble down to the floor. I my vision was blurry and I smiled when I felt my eyes slowly closing, sending me to a whole pitch black world.

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