Instantly Falling For You l.s

Chapter 27

Harry's P.O.V

I though Louis was joking around when he asked if I wanted a ride. I didnt know what to say, Josh was being friendly and I would rather go with him than Louis. I saw the way Josh kept looking at Louis as if he wanted to kill him right there. I stood there akwardly. Niall, Ed Jake, Samuel all choked on their food when Louis asked me. I wanted to smile but I couldnt.

"Uh no its fine i'll just take the bus home" I answered. The waitress passed by me and smiled winking at me.

"Come on Harry let Louis take you home" Ed said swallowing his food down his throat the light above Louis was making his eyes glossy and gorgeous. I agreed after 2 mins of thinking about it. Louis quickly stood up and walked out the glass door. I walked behind him not saying a word. We got in his car and the the drive to my house was quiet. Imma be honest i prefer Louis to say a rude comment than to be silent. 20 mins later he parked outside my small home, We sat there awkardly silent. I unbuckled my belt and opened the door still sitting down.

"Uh thanks for the ride" I shyly asked. He didnt say anything so I rushed out the door and into the house closing the door behind me.

"Harry?" I heard Gemma say coming into the livingroom. I gave her a small smile and she laughed.

"Where were you?" She asked

"I went to Niall's soocer tryout and then we went to eat with some of his teammates well not yet" I poked her nose playfully and she giggled.

"Harry so uh Cameron called me toady" she looked nervous. I gave her a worried look and she looked away.

"I have go back to America tommorrow morning" She rushed the words out her mouth. I opened my mouth to speak.

"Wha- why?" I couldnt make a straight sentence come out of my mouth of how suprise I was.

"Well Cameron found a new job and he wants me to go with him" She turned around and walked towards the couch. I followed her, She sat down on the couch.

"Gem you cant leave me, you know how much I need you right now please" I bent down putting my hands on her knee's.

"Harry i know Im sorry I really am, it's just that Cameron really needs me" She looked up not letting her tears easily fall down. I stood up angrily.

"Really! You know who else really needs you! Your own dam brother!" i yelled at her and i stormed out of the living room no bothering on hearing Gemma. I know I might sound selfish but she cant leave me right now especially with Damien and mum. I ran to my room and slammed my door harshly. My breathing was
becoming heavier and heavier. I walked towards my bed and laid on it with my back facing my bathroom. I grabbed two pillows and put one between my legs and the other one I was hugging it. Tears werent falling down I was just upset Gemma was leaving me here all alone again. I closed my eyes letting the memories fill my mind. Cut yourself Harry don't you wanna feel the amazing pain of it! My insides scream. I hugged the pillow tighter trying to distract myself. I wouldnt work though I stood up sitting down on my bed. I stood up and opened my door walking slowly down the stairs. I checked the kitchen and livingroom to see if Gemma was in sight. When I noticed she wasnt no where to be found I grabbed the car keys from the key holder and ran outside I unlocked the car and quickly turned it in. Yes I know how to drive all I need is a license. I took off letting my mind take control. 10 minutes later i was parked outside in the darkness of the cemetery. The gates were still open I walked slowly through the wet grass. I noticed the grave that I was standing in front of. I got to my knees and started sobbing.

In Loving Memory Of Desmond Styles

"Dad if you only knew how much I need you with me right now" I cried putting my face onto the grave.