Instantly Falling For You l.s

Chapter 52

Louis P.O.V

I was left dumbfounded. What did Niall mean when he 'if I ever and i mean ever said see a cut on Harry's wrist all because of your coldhearted arse you well regret you ever met me' did Harry actually self harm because of me? I ran my small fingers through my messy hair. I need to see him. No but what if Niall's there? Fuck it I need to see Harry and I need to tell him why he harmed himself all because of me. I went to my bed sat on the edge and got my shoes from the floor. I slid them on and got my phone from my drawer. Louis this is all a bet you cant fall for him! My mind reminded me. I rolled my eyes and walked out my house. I was standing in front of Harry's house porch I just stared at the wooden door that was in front of me. There was yelling and screaming on the other side of the door and my mind quickly went to panic mode. What if Damien is hurting Harry. I knocked harder so they can hear me. The wooden door swung open with Damien standing there with a smirk playing on his lips.

"Ah if it isn't pretty boy" Damien laughed with a smirk still playing on is face. I rolled my eyes and looked up at him with a straight face.

"I'm not here to play some stupid game with you, is Harry here?" I looked behind him and saw a lady with teary eyes. Her hair was everywhere and she had a bruise under her eye that was burly forming. I then looked up at Damien and gave him the most disgusting face that i have ever made. Damien stepped aside letting me walk in the house. The smell of cigarettes and other kind of shity shit that was flooding around the air made my nostrils burn. The lady wasn't no where to be seen making me wonder if that was Harry's mum or sister.

"Where's his room?" I asked Damien my body was alrighty walking up the stairs.

"Down the hall second door of the left" He smirked and slammed the door shut before walking into the living room. I walked up the stairs my feet finally touching the last step. I walked slowly down the hall and stood in front of Harry's door once I found it. I slowly opened the door and peeked my head inside his room. His room was dark like literally pure darkness I opened the door wider and walked in.

"Mum I said I'm not hungry" Harry mumbled. His voice cracked in between every word and I felt so guilty for making him cry. The only light that was entering his room was the light outside that was on the streets. I walked over to the small bed that was in the middle of the room, my eyes were glued to the bed that I didn't noticed I stepped on something.

"Fuck" I mumbled as I heard something crack under my feet. I heard shuffling on the bed my eyes shut closed tightly as if Harry wont be able to see me in case he turned on the light.

"Mum I wanna be left alone please" Harry mumbled, It was like his face was into the pillow or something was just covering his face.

"Well its a bad thing to leave you alone Harry" I spoke up.

"Louis what are you doing here" I heard his voice say. I opened my eyes and the light in his room was on, I saw Harry sitting on his bed his back on the headboard. I looked down and saw the pencil that was now broken and I looked up and saw Harry pulling his blanket up to his chest.

"Nice to see you too" I smiled at him and he looked so confused. I stood at the same spot just looking around his room. His room was light blue colored with picture frames on his wall. My eyes scanned the room slowly and my eyes landed on a frame that was broken it was inches away from his door.

"What are you doing here Louis?" Harry asked again, I turned around to see him and he was now standing on his feet next to his chair.

"I came to talk to you" I simply said. Harry raised a brow and got closer to his wall.

"Are you here to talk or beat the living crap out of me?" Harry raised his voice, but he wasn't looking up at me when he was saying that he was looking down at his fingers just playing around with them.