His Obsession

CH 62

Y/N's POV

I felt sand beneath my feet warm from the sunlight, as the soft rays of sun falls on my body with slow breeze brushing by I can only feel bliss, we spent the entire day of yesterday at Haeundae beach and we were too tired  so decided to stay here today. Winters are coming already; seasons have passed since I met him. What my life is now is completely different from what it was in the beginning of summer this year. I was completely unknown of what my own brother was doing and who his friends or more like gang members were. 

I wanted to visit Busan with him i remember asking to tag along with him that morning but he didn't take me, and who knew that week was the beginning of my spring, later in that week I met a man who i didn't even know but he turned into one of the only people I care about with all my life. Life's full of surprises as they said, I guess it's true. I cant believe I am engaged, at a young age im still studying. By that i remember my university i still have to continue it I took such a huge gap and so many things happened in that time being. It'll be really hard to pass this semester I guess the semester end is on its way with the finals. I have to study hard when I get back to Seoul. 

How will I do it i don't have any idea but I'll have to, I'll probably open my own clinic when I'm done with medschool I've thought about this sometimes and it's pretty funny as well as sad,  by the time I am a doctor and open my clinic to save people I'll be married to a man who feeds off of killing. 

I'll be married soon.... This is sounds so weird what did i even think before proposing to him I'm just a teenager, I still cringe over the amount of courage I had to propose him. Even though i love him Its still weird what did i even think im 19, but every worry vanished when oppa told me that was the most memorable and special night of his life so I cant help but fall in love deeper, everything happens for a reason and I'm glad it happened. On our way here in the car he told me how for the first time in his life someone put him first and made him feel the love he wanted all his life. He was also sulking to me for doing it when he wanted to prepare a proposal. 

So ironic even when it's the most special night of his life he still thinks about how it couldve been special for me. That is why I guess he deserves it just some days to live without worries and finally have someone to call his family. 

I can't believe im gonna be someone's 'only' family in this world, it will be full of responsibilities but I know he won't let me fullfil them and there's only one reason that is he doesn't care what happens and when; wherever life takes him as long as I'm with him.

This makes me giddy and so happy to think I can't control but giggle at my thoughts, and when i think about marriage I can't help but think about kids, they scare me even tho I love kids... Im so scared of pregnancy and emphasize the so please. I hate pregnancy and listening to- 

What am I thinking im going to far 

“What are you thinking about all alone here, princess?” 

A sound im very personally familiar to comes from my right side, without turning my head I keep walking knowing he will follow.

Y/N: just walking around thinking about how it will go from now on. 

I smiled softly knowing he does the same even though he doesn't tell me. 

Taehyung: let the future unfold itself to us, and don't worry about what happens and when I'll always be by your side to protect you. 

He fastens his pace and comes infront of me taking both of my hands in his with a really reassuring smile on his face, the kind of smile that's becoming my reason to live.

Y/N: I just hope i stay out of anymore trouble now. If you told last year's me that I was kidnapped, taken to an unknown island and marrying a gang leader I'll probably laugh at you saying I'm not in a drama.