She Loves Me? She Loves Me Not?

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  • Dedicated to Malaika Harder
                                    

a/n so this is gonna be lovely but I spent the entire day thinking that the third part didn't update when it did!:) well yay! smiles and kisses. Mars.

:):) xx

WAIT! SHE LOVES ME?!

what the hell just happened?! I tried not to flinch or move at all so Alicia wouldn't wake up, because if she did then I just wouldn't know what to do. this is so confusing! she acts as if she hates me at school and sometimes at home but now, here she is, laying in my bed, mumbling that she loves me?? god! girls can be so damn confusing! they never know how exactly they feel and then they mess with your head and make you believe things that aren't true...

my mind was racing with a million thoughts, yet all I could think of was Alicia and those four little almost completed words. he might have mumbled but I knew what she said. it was around 5 or 6 in the morning when I finally decided to wake her up.

I nudged her shoulder and whispered in her ear, "Alicia? Alicia? wake up. you cant be in here when mom wakes up." she started to mumble some little things and then her eyes began to flutter open. she blinked a few times and looked around the room, realizing she was in mine, and jumped out of the bed. without the heat of her on my arm and her weight pressed against it, I felt lonely and I couldn't shake that feeling of loneliness.

"what the hell Louis?! why am I in here?!" she scream-whispered in my general direction. she genuinely looked confused and I have no idea why. she came in here, I didn't steal her away from her room or anything?

"you came in here acting like you were Dan Scott or something! you almost gave me a heart attack last night! then you fell asleep watching The Notebook in my bed," I stated dumb-foundly.

she shook her head and looked at the TV screen while The Notebook menu was playing on repeat, "omg...why? why? why?" she was mumbling to herself but she obviously knew that I could hear her.

"I can hear you!" I called back to her spot across the room.

"whatever Louis! just- ugh!" she said frustratedly and strutted out of my room through the deck door and presumably to her own room. I just groaned once I realized that our entire night was a waste and she didn't even remember saying that she loved me!

I mumbled under my breath and walked angrily over to my dresser to get dressed for school. today was Monday, sadly, and that meant going to Doncaster High School. my livid hell hole where I claimed to be receiving an education. I grabbed a white t-shirt out of my drawer and waltzed over to my closet for some shoes and pants. I grabbed a pair of red chinos off a random hanger and my black toms, making my way down the stairs while messing with my hair.

when I reached the bottom of the stairs I went to the pantry to get some cheerios and poured them into a bowl. Alicia was already downstairs and was seated at the table eating cereal once I was finished pouring my bowl. she had the milk on the table so I went and sat across from her grabbing the carton in the process. I tipped it over and nothing came out. then I heard her snicker and put her hand over her mouth.

"really Alicia? really? the only thing I wanted this morning was cereal, and you took the last of the milk?" I was annoyed and was trying to show it immensely on my face so she'd get the point.

"sorry...-Louis.." she managed to stifled out between her fit of giggles. she was being extremely irritating and it was only 7:45.

"whatever. I'm going to school," I said in a hurry, hoping she wouldn't ask for a ride. I grabbed my backpack as I headed out the door grabbing my keys on the key holder by the door frame. pulling the door open and walking outside into the bright morning sunlight. I flinched and pulled out my Aviator's, putting them on and unlocking my car.

and just that moment out came Alicia, backpack and purse in hand, came running at my car. "wait! my dad said you have to give me a ride!" she hollered as I completely ignored her and got into my car. just as I went to lock the door she yanked it open and hopped in the front seat. was she freaking serious right now?!

"what the hell are you doing?" I asked blatantly, stopping the car and putting it in park.

she threw me a confused look as she fixed her already perfect hair in my side view mirror. "waiting for you to drive me to school," she said the last part as if I was a child and she was trying to explain magic to me or something.

"oh. my. god. whatever," I said as I put the car in reverse and backed my way out of the driveway and made my way to school, my red Fiat tires screeching on the blacktop. it is only 7:50 and this has already started out as one of the worst Mondays, of the whole year.

a/n so that was kind of just a filler, the real shizz starts when they get to school!:) anyways I got to get my outfit together for school tomorrow, so adios my lovelies!:) smiles and kisses. Mars.

:):) xx

P.S. again! sorry for the length!:/

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