Living the Dream [JERRIE]

Chapter 4

PERRIE P.O.V

Wow, that kiss was amazing, yet and the same time somehow even better than I actually imagined. Once we broke apart due to a lack of air, we stared deeply into each others eyes for a couple of seconds, even though it felt like hours.

It suddenly hit me, not the fact that me and Zayn were in a 'relationship', but the fact Jade had just cheated on her boyfriend Toby. Wait, but she said she is gay... This is really confusing, I guess I will just have to ask her.

"Hey baba, if you are gay, why do you have a boyfriend?" I asked, to be honest, I wasn't really expecting an answer to such a personal question, but I remained hopeful for one.

After around 10 seconds, she responded "He's not actually my boyfriend. I only went out with him so that it would be less obvious that I am gay and had feelings for you. It's kind of funny, Toby is also gay and we help each other out sometimes with relationships, and he helped encourage me to tell you my true feelings." I understand what she means by a fake relationship too.

"I could ask you the same question though, you're with Zayn, didn't you say you were gay too?" she asked looking at me.

"Well, we are also in a fake relationship, he is actually in love with a girl called Sapphire who he grew up with and the whole thing was set up by management to gain publicity for us both" I replied, not mentioning the fact that Zayn has actually left the band as I am not allowed.

She grabbed my hand, interlocking our fingers together, rubbing her thumb over my knuckles. I could get used to this.

"Here's the funny thing, the only reason I actually ran out of the studio today is because I couldn't take you being near and in contact with me without literally wanted to pounce on you y'know? I had to just get out of there. I'm sorry if I upset you or anything" She said whilst tucking a loose bit of hair which had fallen behind my ear.

"No you didn't upset me, to be honest you leaving made me actually realise my feelings for you, so in a way I am grateful you walked out." I replied smiling at her, kissing her cheek lightly.

"I think you missed my lips!" She smiled, how cheeky! But, I couldn't resist her as she was so adorable, so I leaned in and pecked her lips.

We pulled away both smiling like idiots, and it made me realise I am falling for her, quickly.

JADE P.O.V

I could most definitely get used to this. After our quick kiss and confession time I guess you could call it, she is currently sitting on my lap with her head on my chest whilst I am supporting her weight as my hands are around her waist.

I really wanted to ask her out on a date, but I know that is practically impossible. In the media and everyone else's eye, we are both straight with boyfriends, Perrie's obviously being more high profile as she is 'dating' Zayn.

Then it clicked to me, why don't we just have a sort of date night in my house? We won't have to deal with anyone else, and just be who we are around each other. I literally mentally high-fived myself with that one!

I started to hear some soft snores coming from her slightly open mouth, wow this girl can sleep! I was put out of my thoughts when I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket. Grabbing it, I notice it is Jesy calling me, probably to see if I was ok.

"Oh my god Jade what happened? Where are you? Are you ok?" She hit me with plenty of questions.

"Look Jesy I'm fine, actually better than fine!" I replied, not wanting to make it obvious what had happened between Perrie and I.

"It's just that you left the studio so quickly, and Perrie looked as if she had seen a ghost and went after you! That's a point, have you seen Perrie?" She is like an over protective sister, but hey, you got to love her.

"Um yeah she's actually with me know but she is sleeping" I said again, trying not to make things obvious.

"Well ok as long as you are ok, you can always talk to me y'know? Goodbye and see you on the studio soon yeah? Love you!" She shouted in the phone.

"Bye, love you too!" I replied, ending the call. It wasn't until then that I realised I had several text messages from both Leigh-Anne and Jesy. It made me think to myself, would it be that bad if I came out to them? The love me lots, we are basically sisters and sisters do not turn their back on each other right?

PERRIE P.O.V

I heard Jade talking on the phone to someone. I couldn't help but feel jealous. That leads me to think, what stage of a relationship are we on right now? I'm pretty sure we are not friends anymore at least? But at the same time we are not girlfriends, we haven't even been on a single date!

For some reason, I felt as if someone was staring at me, so I open my eyes to see Jade looking at me with lots of admiration.

"What you staring at?" I ask her, being quite confused.

"You're beautiful, you know that right?" She replied, gaining a huge smile from me. I leaned up kissing her ear lobe and she looked at me smiling. She looked at me as if she wanted to say something.

"I was thinking, you don't have to if you don't want you, because of the whole boyfriend situation and you and Zayn and management being pricks, and us not being out yet-" I cut her off as she was rambling.

"Stop rambling and get to the point baba, as much as I find it cute, I would like to know where this is going.." I told her, she laughed to herself before continuing.

"If you would like to go on a date with me like in here, y'know, I could cook you something and we could watch a film and-" she stopped once she saw me laughing.

"What?" She asked.

"Of course I will, and you need to stop rambling darling" I said whilst prodding her nose.

We both had the biggest smiles on our face, and leaned in once more.

I'm never going to get tired of this girl.