I find myself missing you a lot more often lately. I often think of you and think of the things you'll never see. You'll never get to meet my children, never get to see me get married, never get to see me graduate college. While I wish you were still here to see those moments, it's not those I often find myself missing you the most. I miss you the most when its late and I'm wondering if you'd be proud of me for fighting my way through the hardest things. I miss you most when I'm fighting so hard to keep going because it's what you taught me. I miss you the most when people talk about grandparents, and it's my turn to tell them how I had the best one. When I visit that town and drive by your favorite diner, when I see a red van like yours, when I think about how I turned out, and the fact that you never got to see who I became. I also find myself wondering, are you still watching? Are you looking down at me, smiling knowing that I'm doing okay? Sometimes I can still feel you around me, when I think about you more often then see a beautiful sunset, when I wish I could see you again and you show up in my dreams. The only thing I have to tie this up with, is I miss you most.
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poems
Puisihey! I'm not claiming to be a professional writer by any means, but I write poetry sometimes, and I think they're really something. all of these are written by me, so please, if you don't like them, just scroll as I write about very serious, very im...
