You asked me why I celebrate Christmas so early, why my eyes light up like a child's at the sight of lights and a decorated tree. You ask this but claim to know me? I've never had peace in my life, it's been one thing after another, the same way I've never had a solid lover. My childhood didn't exist, and I will tell you time and time again that I'm not used to this. My family didn't have many traditions growing up and now, everyone does there own things, but I will never forget that feeling of waking up on Christmas morning, and being excited, not because of the presents, or the food, or the treats, but the magic. Nothing replaces the time spent with family and the ones you love on Christmas Day, and while everyone might have moved on, or moved away, Im still there, and even though it was years ago, I see the reflection of that magic everywhere. So yeah, I decorate early, and I get excited, and it's not that I'm trying to be overbearing, but Christmas brings me a joy I can't explain, and it's the one happiness that current me and childhood me are sharing.
Author's Notes: Heyyy guys it's me! I'm back finally, I was going through some stuff and still am, but I was recently asked why I love the holidays so much and why I decorated so early, and I couldn't explain in the moment, but here's the answer. Anyways, hope everyone is doing well and enjoying life, bye until next time <3
11/14/23
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Poetryhey! I'm not claiming to be a professional writer by any means, but I write poetry sometimes, and I think they're really something. all of these are written by me, so please, if you don't like them, just scroll as I write about very serious, very im...
