I knew

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I knew I shouldn't have given you another chance, but my heart missed the romance. just like I knew the first month I couldn't trust you but at that point, I was so far in I didn't know what to do. And you can sit there and say that, that was wrong, but I was never trying to lead you on. I knew the past, but you looked at me with those eyes and said I promise we'll last. and I gave you everything I had, just for me to realize that it was all bad. I thought you wanted us to be together, but you change your mind like the weather. it's just mean actually, to make a person feel that way. say you're there to stay, but then just find someone else the next day. sometimes I wish you would've just not done it or lied, but then I look at how I would've spent my life. the signs were right in front of me, but I think it's something I chose to not see. but I knew you were gonna hurt me, leave me on the ground begging for your unkind mercy. and I knew you would be okay like the night my heart shattered was nothing but another day. I knew you didn't love me, and I knew you didn't care, and if anyone asked if I'd go back, I'd tell them not even on a dare. 


Authors Note: heyy everyone. uhm life is kinda crazy and chaotic right now, so i might be writing more or it might slow down alot, but I promise I'm always working or thinking of new material. so just be patient. Bye!

9/29/23

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